Ah WaNg aka Wangto

I thought...

2010-09-04T02:31:00.003+08:00

i told myself this wk im not gonna drink anymore.. but den... end up drinking again... kaoz... time to really CUT down liao~!!!

We are 27 this year...

2010-09-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

haha yea yea Ade unintentionally said this during dinner... den she realise my happy expression and knew something was wrong... so she told me tat a few yrs back she wun mind being associated wif someone who is 2 yrs older den her to be the same age... but now she wun wan to be associated as the same age wif someone who is gonna be 30~!!! SHIT DE~!!! ARAGGGG....

Inception

2010-08-22T02:39:00.004+08:00

Someone is trying to plant an idea in my mind... An idea so deep, so strong tat the idea will grow in my mind... One moment im drinking wif my frens, next moment im in the cab and the final moment im awake in my bed... How do I get from moments to moments???

When I was awake im still having a very heavy martell breath... Took a look at my hp and realise I help Vincent to take pic at 1am which I totally dun rem~!!! And I took pic wif Good Gal at 215am which I dunno also~!!! Beginning to panic I quickly check my sms... but there were none... I rem we were drinking b4 tat... but... What happen between 1 to 2??? After tat I rem i was in cab otw hm... ohh yah how much was the cab fare??!!! when i was home wad happen??? I did changed my clothes and put my socks to wash, took off my lens, jacket into the cupboard, wallets on the table... but all this i got no memory at all~!!!

Have I really awaken??? Or were those pictures and heavy breath jux another idea....

除了你

2010-08-20T01:22:00.001+08:00

我什么也没有看见。。。

Said too early

2010-08-15T02:10:00.006+08:00

Yea i was still telling Bian Bian Lian this week im not gonna drink... Den italy sms me at 930 tell me Good Gal is there ask me go down... -.-''' im home already and watching tv til 11 so i told him im not coming ba... den he reply can come after tat mah... hahah norm he will reply so much means wan me go... plus he is wif Timon and Don... both also no drink wif them b4... since quite long no drink wif him liao so i tell him ok... Was walking to interchange and feeling so tired... so i told myself which lucky cab pass by i will board... wow really got cab came and he was entertaining me otw... 1st thing he ask after asking wan go where is... “去喝酒啊？”

When im walking in to find them, Eunice call me liao... hahah she's my halal fren... still rem she asked me to drink and i told her i cannot drink cos im halal de... den she started crapping wif me as well say she also is... so we became halal fren le.. we sure asked each other if we pray already anot.. if not cannot start to drink and all the crap...

Anw went inside and found them near the end... hhaha as usual i tell italy i wan sit inside cos i dun wan to entertain other ppl... Jux sit down rest awhile nia they start asking me to drink liao.. 1st time drink wif them nia need so fierce mah... hahah but im thirsty so i drink green tea warm up 1st... after tat started to drink slowly liao... like getting a bit bored liao so i think is time to start drinking le... ask timon drink liao den ask don drink... sianz haven digest my drink den my halal fren came over and ask me drink again~!!! ok lah also long time no c her liao no reason to reject so crap awhile and drink wif her le... Played some games, rested awhile cos no lose the game, den decided is time to whack them le~!!! I was busy pouring drinks to ask them drink again den italy suddenly stand up... a familiar voice came and i turn over Good Gal take over italy seat le...

We chatted awhile... drink a bit bit... den play game... yup last time play game always lose to her de... my 5-10 not bad but her 5-10 also good de... bo bian still choose 5-10... haiz shit de lose more den win... drink more den c her drink... cannot take it liao after consec few cups... so tell her i owe her 1 cup and go toilet 1st... was thinking y i still lose so much sia a bit not rite leh... reflect awhile den go back for revenge~!!! haaha again she ask me to choose my best game... 5-10 lor.... she ask me sure anot... she's my jinx leh... so started to play again.. wow reflection works~!!! this time im winning le and she keep losing... hahahh so i tell her toilet got mirror ask her go there practice 1st den come back... haiz everytime she start lose more she will start to pour more revenge liao.. c she pour so much martel... dun wan her to drink so much also so i tell her half half when she lost again... she stared at me... “真的吗这杯很厚！” wah really power sia~!!! more den half is martel ba like no green tea taste de~!!! she lose a few more rounds and i drink all half wif her... really cannot liao dun wan to get drunk so i tell her... “这次我输，我喝。你输，我们拍照” she look at me again and say ok lor we also long time no take pic liao... SHIT DE~!!! she said tat make me think yah lor we really long time no take pic liao... started to feel gan cheong liao~!!! will win anot??!!!! 10... 15... 5.....

hahah i won again~!!! someone help to take this pic den she c le say not nice she take herself...

hmm this pic reminds me of something... something tat.............. anw... she is no longer my jinx le?? until my next jinx appear....

无敌是寂寞的！！！

My Father

2010-08-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

3 weeks ago... He asked y i didn't drink his wine... I wasn't feeling well so didn't drink...

2 weeks ago... He asked y i so crazy drink so much... hmm the mood was there and to make up for last week??? Anw i dun think i drink a lot leh... lucky he never see how I drink outside...

Yesterday... He told my mum 1 bottle he can last for 1week... I 1 night finish it le.... hahah i tot he buy more for me to drink???

Well i was still having flu before I started drinking... but after drinking... Amazingly my flu is gone~!!! No wonder whenever I tell my drinking kakis Im not feeling well dun wan to drink so much, they will tell me cos I no drink enough tat's y not feeling well... NBZ~!!!

Drunk?

2010-07-17T03:05:00.001+08:00

I cried not cos lm drunk.. cos lm really feeling very upset.. I can no longer convince myself..

Am I stupid or wad??!!!

2010-07-14T22:55:00.004+08:00

Yea Im not onli stupid... but im also fcuking dumb~!!!!

To think tat I still tot it is my fault....

What a fool I have been...

Weekend Companion

2010-06-05T03:15:00.006+08:00

Jux wanna be alone, drinking and reminisce... dunno when it started and for how many wkends already... it has been part of my life already...

SMS

2010-05-22T12:39:00.002+08:00

Dun wanna wake up so early and has been nuaing in bed for quite some time le... suddenly i miss the times when her sms woke me up... thinking and thinking til i doze off again... a familiar ringtone rings... is my hp sms... but... is not from her... and it will never be her again... time to wake up le...

Middle of the nite..

2010-05-04T03:45:00.004+08:00

Purposely went to slp early.. So damn tired and dun wan to think anymore.. But y muz l be awake after a weird dream?!! Tosing around for hrs le simply cun get to slp.. Think and think also dunno think for wad shit!! WHO AM I??? I AM JUX NOTHING!!! THE MORE I THINK AND KNOW, I JUX FEEL WORST!!! I can onli be angry wif myself.. Y am I still so affected by it.. Is this my limit le?? Haiz how much more can I take??

only lonely

2010-04-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

A very old song of S.H.E and has been following me all this while.. Has been thinking a lot lately.. Wad do I really wan?? Who will be there for me?? Happy moment jux dun last.. Alone, drinking, missing..

Feeling lost

2010-04-07T00:35:00.002+08:00

Things used to be within my control... But now things are beyond my control... haiz the feeling simply sux... but wad can i do..??? or did i choose to do nothing..???

Excessive???

2010-03-29T01:02:00.004+08:00

IM NOT EXCESSIVE DRINKER~!!! After reading this guide i finally can conclude tat IM UNDER CONTROL~!!! started to drink a bit again... still cannot decide wad i shld do... the dark mood is back... but as usual, y izzit the more i drink the more unhappy i gets??? haiz.... think cos i haven drink enough yet... if I finish this will my father faint or will he jux open another bottle??? hmm...

Lousy week

2010-03-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

Had a very tired, moody and unhappy week... Dunno y it jux seems to happen every day now... Really makes me wonder izzit my prob... so i told myself no matter wad i will not be moody or unhappy today... but the biggest impact actually came today~!!! There are so many questions, so many why in me... Maybe i shld jux accept the fact... though i really feel very sad abt it, think i shld really try to change...

你死定了！！！

2010-03-15T03:30:00.002+08:00

hahahah i like it when she say this line... somehow it reminds me of something.. wad actually is it i dun really noe... but is something sweet tat lies in my heart... hmm wad is the thing tat this line is triggering???

为设么要望记一个人会这么难？上天为设么要这样折磨我？

就算全世界的人反对我们，我也要跟你在一起。。。

不是我不想拥有，是我不能。。。

放弃我。。。

These are some of the sentences tat bring tots and memories to me... has been some time since a show can affect me tat much... and it reminds me of something... something which last time i always thought of but never do... 把回忆埋葬... going back to places and reminisces of the happy moments... after which i will forget abt tat person... hahaha but it seems to be like wad i tot.. i will not forget... instead i will jux miss tat person more... 我好想你喔!!! tmr mux find more pictures of Cheng Lin's image in this show... it really reminds me of someone!!!!

海派甜心

2010-03-13T19:34:00.006+08:00

My Cheng Lin is so so so cool, cute and chio in this show~!!!! hahahh wanted to watch this show cos of her... Never expect tat it will bring me so much thoughts... hmm think Gal Next Door noe i very long no drink le tat's y lend me this show... Got one scene of her drinking and she said this:

“喝就可以望记很多事情。。。不开心的事情。。。”

It seems to be so lately... My purpose of drinking is no longer to chill anymore... Either getting ppl drunk or i get drunk myself... But den... the more i drink the more unhappy i gets... hahaha onli when others get drunk im happier... izzit cos they give me entertainment??? or did they divert my attention when they r drunk... anw i like this sentence very much... Show said this to my Cheng Lin:

“我喜欢你，你明明不是我心目中喜欢那样的女生，可是。。。我就是喜欢你！”

Wow!!!! Dunno y when i first hear this sentence i will think of tat someone... tat someone whom i never tot i will like..??? or cos is like in the show... i wanted to care for tat someone.. worry abt tat someone... like to be beaten by tat someone... like tat someone to be drunk so tat i can take care of her... hahaha anw it's jux a show....

well time to scold Gal Next Door le... hahahha COS UR STUPID SHOW KISS MY CHENG LIN!!!! ARAGGG ANGRY~!!!! 你祖母我不高兴！！！ cun wait to c the ending!!!! but den.... SO FAST 530AM ALREADY~!!! AND IS SUNDAY~!!! SHIT time to catch some rest.... will i have time left to dream of tat someone tn???

我怀念的

2010-03-13T00:43:00.002+08:00

现在。。。

也只能怀念。。。

心已不在。。。

做什么也没有用了。。。

心有曾逗留过吗？？？

难道一切只是一场美梦？？？

那为何我得醒来？？？

为何不能让我一直梦下去？？？

虽然还是放不下。。。

但至少还有美丽的回忆。。。

唯一能做的。。。

也就只是怀念了。。。

想问为什么

我不再是你的快乐

可是为什么

却苦笑说我都懂

自尊常常将人拖着

把爱都走曲折

假装了解是怕

真相太赤裸裸

狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动

我怀念的是绝对炽热

我怀念的是你很激动

求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后

也记得我颤抖着

记得感觉汹涌

最美的烟火

最长的相拥

谁爱得太自由

谁过头太远了

谁要走我的心

谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走

谁忘了看着我

谁让爱变沉重

谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的

我还有想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

我放手

我让座

假洒脱

谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了

所以我

没有哭

没有说

Stoopig Ade

2010-03-08T17:51:00.002+08:00

Whenever im online during wkdays, she will ask me "R u on leave again?" so today i yawnz at her first b4 she asked me this... To my surprise she told me she tot of me this morn cos there's a guy in the meeting tat LOOKS like me, TALK like me and ACT like me~!!! jux tat not as skinny as i am... idiot de... hahha anw her next statement is still asking if im on leave... so i told her im on 2 days mc den she began scolding me again...

Ade was saying this yr was bad for her zodiac so i told her this yr suppose to be good for mine but it seems not leh... nbz she tot im monkey!!! try to explain she not good in such things but noe im scorpio... hahaha start to say scorpio are the worst horoscope... most vicious, most cunning etc... lucky when i asked her if she feels im like tat she says im not... so i told her im a disgrace to scorpio... 妈的 she said scorpio is the most romantic no wonder i felt tat im a disgrace... hahah im romantic de leh... anw super long no c her liao so next wk shld be meeting her for dinner... This is the last time we met took de... she keeping long hair again tat time... wonder now is longer, shorter or still the same...

hmm background too bright le cannot c clearly... take again next time~!!!

Running Away???

2010-03-06T16:33:00.003+08:00

Dun feel like waking up at all... Keep on lying in bed and dozing off... If not my hp ring think i can slp all the way til late... A pity the sms is not wad im waiting for... If onli... Haiz cannot drink now onli thing i can do is to keep slping... At least in my dreams, im happier...

1 more long and boring week to go

2010-01-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

Wow wad a long and tiring week... Lousy food, lousy things to do, lousy weather... In short everything jux sux... Yea i admit i jux dun like this kind of life... No tv, no newspaper, no freedom... Still goto do the stupid medical IV DRIP~!!! sux man goto poke and ganna poke... Haiz i choose to be the casualty 1st and the first one was smooth not much blood came out... When my turn to poke, the casualty got SO MUCH BLOOD~!!! shit man i haven even release the needle out his blood already start dripping~!!! Tot they said it wun drop when the stupid needle is still inside???!!!! so i quickly get ready the connector and took out the needle... Shit man when the needle is out his blood jux spurt out~!!! quickly connect the tube den he stop bleeding... After finishing and taping all the tubes, it's time to undo~!!! kaoz when i took out the tube his blood start flowing out again~!!! quickly press on the wound and give him plastic to stop the blood from flowing out...

Vincent is so damn lucky~!!! whole of 2 platoon he is the chosen one to take the test for medic~!!! Whole day he has been poking ppl and still not very confident... think he poke more den 15+ hands~!!! hahaha italy also volunteer both hands for him... one miss one kill... After dinner he is still trying but already no hands left... so i volunteer my other hand for him... the key is to find the vein so if miss goto try turn here and there to find the vein~!! OUCH~!!! lucky im skinny and my vein is very visible but SHIT HIM~!!! he wan to choose the top vein on top of my hand.. siao sia tat one sure super pain~!!! so i REMIND him again to choose the other one... it was a hit~!!! so carry on to remove the needle... but b4 removing goto press on hard on the hand so tat the blood wun spurt out when the needle is out... BUT SHIT HIM again he press on the needle initially~!!! kaoz can feel the pain sia~!!! lucky the medic told him to press further on top he is pressing on the needle... After taping and everything, the medic told him ok can remove liao... hahah im worried again cos when he is doing i can feel he is very tired hands shaking already... but ok lah he is careful in removing the tape den come to the last part, the removing of the plastic still inside my vein... I tot he noe will slowly take out... BUT HE JUX PULL OUT VERY FAST~!!! wah lau i can feel it coming out sia den my blood also spurt out~!!! first time i c so much of my blood sia~!!! the rest quickly pass me the medic swap to press on so tat blood wun come out further... hahahaah i told vincent next time beer on him~!!!!

Fri was quite a slack day as onli those being tested need to go... super big rain in the morn so they indent another vehicle therefore i need not go~!!! wow best sia go back rest.. lunch was packed and it was the same as last fri~!!! sianz hard chix, weird potatoe wedges and dried peas... dun believe??? TAKE A LOOK AT THIS~!!!

ohh i forget to mention the not cut tomatoe~!!! so big and looks hard how to eat sia.. haiz 5 more SUPER BORING AND LOUSY DAYS TO GO~!!!! Not to mention i no slp well at nite too... keep on waking up and realise time is passing so so so damn sloowww.......

Last nite i dreamt of her again~!!! she was telling me she's not going hm for dinner... so i was waiting for her to ask if im free to eat wif her... but she no ask... den suddenly she was buying dinner already and duno telling me wad... stupid alarm rings at this timing~!!! time to wake up for stupid cohesive training... sat morn goto wake up so early damn sianz... lately my hp always wake me up at the wrong timing... hmm wad was she saying..????

Boring days are coming...

2010-01-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

Yea it's been quite some time since i ate such lousy food again... Last fri was jux the starting~!!! Really cannot imagine how can they maintain such GOOD standard for so many many years... The fried chix is still as hard, potatoe wedges still as weird tasting... Onli edible food are the soup and fruits~!!! Haiz life gonna sux for these 2 wks le....

Kind Souls Do EXISTS~!!!

2010-01-07T22:54:00.002+08:00

Was raining super heavily this morn... Already prepared finish so decides to go to the usual place to wait for the rain to get smaller den run over... Sianz sia as I was walking towards there the rain jux gets bigger and bigger... Was thinking maybe Heaven is telling me to forget it and go hm cont slp... When I reach the place i was dazing at the big downpour... No matter how fast I run, by the time I reached the other side cfm is all drenched le... Suddenly... A nice and kind lady walking towards saw me and say I lend u the extra umbrella to go over~!!! I WAS SO SHOCK AND STUN~!!! So i cfm wif her "我要去library那边ar"... she reply me yah i go over wif u den come back~!!! WOW~!!! KIND SOULS REALLY DO EXISTS~!!! hahaha... think is jux tat whether u r kind enough to be able to meet another one... la la la...

Addicted~!!!!

2009-12-17T22:31:00.005+08:00

All Bian Bian Lian and Gal Next Door fault~!!! They have been taking turns to influence me drink coke~!!! ARAGGG today whole day no drink coke suddenly got the craving to drink now... haiz jux finish drinking... Die die die.... all the caffeines~!!! think im gonna die soon again~!!!

So many addiction... So many cravings... haiz how to get the rest??? Can anybody tell me??? Life simply sux again...

Losta weird dreamz..?

2009-12-13T05:56:00.004+08:00

Has been lying in bed since 1 am but still cun get to slp.. My mind seems to be very alert and dunno wad am l thinking.. R those jux my tots or r they dreamz? I also cannot differentiate.. lucky im not working later can slp more! Gonna be damn shack sunday for me..

One is boring....

2009-11-22T16:43:00.005+08:00

Silly Gal Next Door took this picture wif her iphone and beautified it... Still email me asking me to post... haiz ok lor bo bian she too not serious le we r discussing a very serious topic yet she is playing... yawnz...

hahaha serious men are the most charming one... la la la after watching the show and hearing this sentence i decide to post... COS IM SO SERIOUS IN THIS PICTURE~!!! though look a bit daze in it... hmm but den think im always too not serious le... haiz... anw... 1 picture is too boring le so i decided to post another picture I took last fri...

WAH SUCH A MESSY WORKSTATION~!!! think it shldn't belong to Gal Next Door ba so turn off... la la la...

Boring sat

2009-11-22T03:32:00.003+08:00

Didn't drink much today... but still im not happy... jux dun understand wad is happening to me... Happiness seems so far away and it's been quite some time since i've seen them... wondering when will they ever come again soon... Things are coming and im forced to accept them... Do I ever have a choice..??? Nobody ask me for my opinion at all...

My memory is not mine

2009-11-14T00:42:00.004+08:00

Not long after cheering me up... u ask me to send u song~!!! and is sad song again~!!! pls go to my pc and delete away this song~!!! ARAGGGG.... SLAP~!!!

我的回忆不是我的

女:伤心的总会任性灰心的总会用气力

将最好的过去将最多的细碎

锁到属於你的眼睛

男:失恋的不够耐性失恋的不信是注定

於最黑的世界於最光的刹那

感到属於你的气息

合:即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的

为着是浪漫的爱情

男:通通都可再见但承诺可再听

合:什麽可不变色 Oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

女:回忆不再受制於我我承认

合:回忆也许你的当晚与你记住流水声

今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚

谁能怪我总是太感性

男:失恋的都有惰性失恋的都记住约定

女:当理想的世界当理想的刹那

因爱无分你的我的

合:即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的

为着是浪漫的爱情

男:通通都可再见但承诺可再听

合:什麽可不变色 Oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

女:回忆不再受制於我我承认

合:回忆也许你的当晚与你记住流水声

今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚

谁能怪我总是太感性

合:当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

男:回忆不再受制於我我承认回忆也许你的

合:当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚　

合:谁能怪我总是太感性

Think is the 3rd or 4th time Gal-Next-Door show me this liao...

没有人有义务让你快乐

幸福是自己争取的

在这世界上，有很多东西是无法改变的

如果真的无法改变，选择放弃或许会更快乐

I noe too but saying is easier den doing rite... memories jux flash by and songs jux remind me of things... my memory is not mine anymore... anw the first few songs im gonna delete will be ur STUPID SHOW SONGS~!!!! SHIT HIM KISS MY CHENG LIN~!!! ROAARRRR... u reminded me to scold him again~!!!

Dark Fridazzzzzzzz

2009-11-13T23:29:00.004+08:00

Consecutive 2 fridays my mood has been super bad... and today is still friday the 13~!!! Dun really believe in such stuff but jux cun tune my mood up... im like so angry wif myself but i dunno wad im angry abt... jux feel so fcuk up... totally cannot sort my thinking out... think im really going mad cos im so so so angry til i can feel my temperature keep raising... as if im having fever like tat... was really wondering will my blood vessel suddenly burst and i jux die like this... hmm... and last friday i didn't realise i shouted at Ling ge Ling~!!! she keep on asking me wad happen, izzit becos of her til i really cannot take it and burst out at her... haiz getting out of control liao...

Anw this post is intended for... GAL-NEXT-DOOR~!!! hahha cos she is the one who cheered me up during these 2 dark days... she always make some silly comment, ohh no is silly statement since she is not COMMENTING~!!! Yea i do feel bad abt laughing and suaning her esp when she said is ok let me suan since my mood is bad... WOW~!!! I do have true frens there for me... not like those fake and disgusting ppl... btw i really mean it when i said dun get EEE PC and get toshiba instead~!!! hahah i told u the reason already wor so PLS GET TOSHIBA~!!! u can slap me at every statement i made jux get toshiba ar~!!! la la la... lastly... it is still EOTY~!!!! hahaha thanx for cheering me up... though i noe u didn't put in much effort... COS IS THE NATURAL U~!!! SILLY COMMENT, SILLY DOINGS, AND LATELY.... MEMORIES STUCK IN FEW MTHS BACK~!!! OPPPSSSS

Happy Birthday to u...

2009-10-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

This year the person giving u flower will be diff.. The person celebrating wif u will be diff.. And the person whom l will be celebrating wif will be diff.. I will no longer be there for u anymore.. Do take care and may ur dreams come true..

对的人

2009-10-04T02:10:00.002+08:00

Im listening to this song sang by 戴爱玲 again... Am I still waiting or has the person already appear??? or has the person already appear but I let it slip??? Do I settle down jux for the sake of settling down or do I wait for the special one to settle down wif...??? Im so so so tired...

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　

感觉很重要宁可空白了手　

等候一次　真心的拥抱

我相信在这个世界上　

一定会遇到

对的人出现在眼角

Reap what you sow...

2009-09-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

Last time I always used to joke tat I goto rush home to keep clothes... Now this is really happening already~!!! So tired lately suddenly got more and more things to do... Goto help out in housework and stay at home... cannot slp well... eat also not full... so damn tired and dun feel like doing anything... ESPECIALLY WORK~!!! Wad's worst is tat there is nothing to look forward to~!!! Life is not onli boring.... IT IS TOTALLY.. ULTIMATELY..

This is where I need to go...

2009-09-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

Lately haven been slping well.. Keep on awake in the middle of the nite and cannot get back to slp... Mux be too much things on my mind and too anxious le... Hope things will get better from now on...

1st post wif hp

2009-09-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

I am missing her.. but l cannot sms her.. y izzit the more l drink the more l miss her.. y doesn't she msg me? wad is she doing now? i hope l will noe...

Best Actor & Actress Of The Year

2009-09-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

Introducing... Our best Actor, Mr Moo, and our best Actress, Miss Poor Thing of the year~!!! This year's compeitition was a totally trash down... Mr Moo and Miss Poor Thing has totally and brutally trash all competitors to win their awards.... To be continued....

386 De Jie Si Lin

2009-09-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

When I changed my seat in office a few months ago... this 386 keep on laughing at me and I dunno wad she is laughing at~!!! maybe i really keep on saying damn stupid things tat she keep laughing ba... no matter wad i say she will be laughing... hahah really feel like getting back at her so i start to disturb her also... every morn her BEST FREN will come tok tok tok and laugh laugh laugh... so irritating tat i asked 386 to give him a seat so i wun get to c him.. now tat I moved again there wun be anymore chances for me... SIANZZZZZ...

Always tell her im sleepy den she got the 7 dwarfs and one of them is SLEEPY~!!! so she put SLEEPY to face me... wah kaoz make me even more feel like sleeping~!!! after toking a while realise she got one prob... SHE IS SLOW~!!!! WHAHHAHAHH during our group chat she will always dun get it... slow in understanding etc... tat's y i called her 386~!!! in PC term, 386 is a very very old and slow processor~!!!! la la la... so happy after giving her this name.... but den after reading her blog I realise she not really tat slow leh... hahah her blog script 88 is niceeeee

1st attempt after 1 and a half years...

2009-09-13T15:26:00.003+08:00

hahaha is really terrible... totally cannot run anymore... last time when im still in ns, chop chop anyhow run also can below 11mins... now totally cannot make it~!!! Goto run 6 rounds around the track and 1st round was 1min 45sec nia... I was thinking maybe can make it... 2nd round stomach start to cramp already and finish at 3min 40sec~!!! totally give up hope and start walking as my cramp gets more and more significant... ARAG goto improve by 3mins in 3 weeks~!!! if not no more kfc hotwings drumlets from Bian Bian Lian~!!! forget tat next wk there's a PH... hahaha maybe can ask Bian Bian Lian to give me 1 more wk... la la la la MUST PASS~!!!

No More Excuses...

2009-09-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

Finally force myself to start jogging again... The time has come to clear IPPT again~!!! SIANZATION~!!! Must pass again this time~!!! ROOAAAARRRRRRRR

无奈。。。

2009-08-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

要走的，留不住。。。

留的住的，就不会走。。。

I LOVE MY MUM~!!!

2009-07-21T01:35:00.004+08:00

reaching hm at this timing and haven even had dinner yet... already prepared myself tat i goto cook maggi mee again jux to realise tat my mum had help me warm my dinner b4 she go slp~!!! wow so touched sia~!!! everything seems wrong today but it ends wif a good ending... at least my mum cheer me up wif such caring act... hope is a good start for this brand new day~!!!

14 July 2009

2009-07-18T00:41:00.003+08:00

think i will never forget this day... so many surprises for me... it was meant to be a surprise but yet im the one who get the surprise... but is ok.. losing something insignificent and yet get something i never dream of before... how i wish time will always stop at tat moment..... aaaarrrraaaaggggggggggg

愛的主旋律

2009-07-08T01:05:00.009+08:00

This is the first song I purposely go learn cos tat time Good Gal like to sing this... It has been so so long already... think got 1yr plus since we sing together again... today we finally sing again~!!! she also rem this is sorta our first song.... SO HAPPY~!!! yea some hipcups in the starting as I too gan cheong already no realise my mic no on... lolz... she say my singing got improve liao... la la la la la... enjoy the song~!!!

是你在那個雨季

闖進我生命帶

著一點任性和迷路的表情

是你在那個雨季

趕走了孤寂

溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定

天上億萬顆星星

我卻只看見妳

要說這是幸運

還是不可思議

身邊有太多風景

我卻停在這裡

說我傻的可以

還不是因為你

是妳的聲音

帶給我勇氣戀

愛的頻率

直達我心底

如果妳願意

是的我願意

來做我幸福的主旋律

從前都是謎

現在我相信

天空會放晴

愛會更甜蜜

如果妳願意

是的我願意

愛的主旋律

永遠唱下去

啦啦啦

if onli she meant this part of the song... how nice tat would be....

身邊有太多風景
我卻停在這裡
說我傻的可以
還不是因為你

but i really meant this when i sang it wor....

天上億萬顆星星
我卻只看見妳
要說這是幸運
還是不可思議

If onli....

2009-06-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

life is like a game.. u can save and load whenever u wan... how nice tat would be... everyone shld be able to have a perfect life... no regrets no mistakes... and best of all, u can always go back to the part u wan... but will things be more boring this way??? hmm....

Jaded...

2009-06-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

and lost... Sometimes i dunno wad im doing also... getting tired of everything... nothing seems to motivate me... yearn for someone to be there for me but she's not always available... how long more can i go on...

Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T20:25:00.005+08:00

Hur hur super long time no post le... Got lotsa pictures during the last xmas and new year but since pass so long le they shall not appear here anymore... This is the 2nd VDay I go find good gal... she also noe sia... though she quite bo sim de... ok lah since she also noe tat den dun be too calculative le...

My HP very lag when taking pictures nowadays.. getting more and more worse le.. I look so stun during the first shot..

Good Gal aim too corner le we not in the center... nvm nvm now is digital age already not a good shot can take again...

hahah the final shot... ok lah Good Gal snap til tired le she no smile tat sweet liao... anw this will do... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL~!!!

New Seating

2008-12-20T20:04:00.008+08:00

yea yea... me on loan again... this time is loan til apr~!!! haiz my new seat look so empty therefore bring some frens over...

they not even warm the table yet Ai Ge Lin took them all away~!!! SO SAD back to emptiness... lucky another faraway fren came to visit me... SO HAPPY~!!!

hahah yea yea and i felt so guilty messing up the owner place... forget to take the before picture onli left wif the after nia... this is it... TA DA~!!!

all dun wan to face the owner... mux be face the owner too long le sianz liao... lolz... started to work late le.. most of the time i work late everybody is gone... tat day im so lucky and happy cos when i came out from meeting... MY FRENS ARE STILL AROUND~!!! take a pic wif them to Ji Nian this occassion...

can c tat me and Hui Ge Lin is so happy hor... Bian Bian Lian look so shack...

Buttons

2008-12-10T10:27:00.002+08:00

You've been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see? (see)
How these clothes are fitting on me (me)
And the heat coming from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Long long time no hear this song already... long long time Ade no send me song already... dunno y always miss her whenever im feeling down... maybe cos she always can cheer me up when toking to her ba... wif all the suaning and rubbish tat we tok abt... 不知不觉 at times i will also tok like the way she tok... wif all the fcuk shit and sarcastic way of toking... Lately really feeling very down and troubled... so many things happening around me... if onli tat time we were together... maybe all these things wun happen... maybe i wun be wad i am now... maybe...................

Duo Ruo lifestyle

2008-12-04T03:05:00.002+08:00

Y am i always unhappy~!!??? y dun i noe wad i really wan~!!??? once a fren drunk already told me will be very happy but y cun i find my happiness no matter im sober or drunk... after wad happen to bern i told myself casual drinking from now on but y i always drink more and more~!!??? it seems harder and harder to get drunk and the more i drink, the more unhappy i get... WTF AM I DOING~!!??? Wat do i really wan~!!??? i hate my life now... fcuk up life and everything seems wrong... when will happiness come again..??? Im missing u now....

Again~!!!

2008-11-28T14:59:00.002+08:00

Yea yea I drank a lot again yest... This morn totally so shack til i cannot wake up... Still feeling so damn drunk... So tempted to take urgent leave den suddenly rem Hui Ge Lin buying bread for me and is too late to sms her not to buy liao... Drag myself out and prepared for work... Haiz the alcohol breath still so strong~!!! Cun even smell my own perfume... nbz

Initially im going find Good Gal alone den suddenly italy and vincent also free to come... Since bern jux back from beijing so sms him San Que Yi again ask if his coming... im earliest again so wait and wait and wait for them to arrive... hahha bern always called me at the wrong time... im toking to Good Gal again den he call say he coming wif 2 frenz... wow today big party sia so many ppl... as usual vincent always last to arrive so ask him to drink again... kaoz this time they so fierce 2 jugs 2 jugs like this order... yea yea play games and target vincent liao... idiot one lose liao dun wan drink pour on the floor... SHIT WASTE MONEY~!!! all drink beer like drink water like dat awhile nia already finish 8 jugs~!!! i go toilet come back another 2 full jugs... siao one... bern went to buy sweet den come back tell me outside fighting again... yawnz always like this... he told me Good Gal outside i dun wan go c ar~!!??? i take some time to process wad he said and went out... bern always will follow me out... so many ppl outside and so many shouting~!!! saw Good Gal dragging ppl away... ohh jux trying to stop ppl from fighting... after awhile police came liao ppl also slowly disperse...

Went back and saw 2 more jugs~!!!! kaoz italy say vincent say ok still can drink den order one.. den stupid vincent came out of toilet say cannot liao and went off... arag already drink so much liao still got... haiz chop chop finish off and left le... ppl also wan to close shop liao dun wan delay too long... in cab tat time cmi liao ask uncle for plastic bag to vomit... dunno y vomit a little onli den feeling super super shack... so suay still got road block den goto put seat belt... hmm cannot rem wad happen to the plastic bag... where did i threw it~!!???

-_-'''

3rd Nov

2008-11-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

yea yea... happy birthday to myself...

M Back~!!!

2008-10-08T11:08:00.005+08:00

Yes yes yes... me back from taipei long long time ago already... Busy wif Good Gal lately so no time update onli... Sometimes I also dunno whether izzit im asking too much from her or i think too much... Can feel tat she really got somehow try to make me feel secure... But den... there's still time when i feel insecure... maybe is the diff way we think certain things ba... make me somehow lose confident in myself... Haiz... As wad she said... Our relationship is complicated but simple to say we r jux frens now... Maybe i shouldn't give her additional stress and pressure now...

Taipei

2008-08-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

Yea im leaving for Taipei tmr... dun really have the excited or look forward to mood but think i will still enjoy the trip ba... My Mum, Bian Bian Lian, Hui Ge Lin and Gal Next Door all very worried i wun be back... so in order for them to help me cont blogging, I decided to pass them my password...

******

If I really dun make it back... Please miss me and help me cont blogging... Cya all next wk~!!!!! lolz

SOO SWEEETTTT~!!!!!

2008-08-19T11:55:00.002+08:00

Fri nite I went off without telling Good Gal again... My fren not in good mood dun wanna wait for me and went out goto go after him... The next day Good Gal call me when she wake up ask if im ok~!!! Her voice sound so sweet and gentle... Give me a very diff feel from her sia~!!! ARAG I MISS TAT MOMENT~!!!

Letting it out..???

2008-08-19T10:38:00.003+08:00

Last wed dunno wat happen to me... Was feeling very frustrated and fan but dunno over wat.. maybe too many things on my mind already til i dunno wat to sort out first... The Woman ask me go drink and we meet around 830... I ask Bern to come cos onli me and her like a bit weird and he told me he busy at work will try come asap... Yea another drinking session and after The Woman went hm, we went to Good Gal's place and cont second round since the rest are there..

Bern finally told me wat happen to him the other day... Wow it bring more thoughts to me... Over the pass few wks i really feel like crying everything out but tears just wun drop.. Every morn i can onli c tears dropping when i wear my contact lens.. hahah tat's the lens solution not my tears.. We drank more and more and i also start to think more and more... Beginning to feel so confuse and this time tears really drop~!!! SHIT wrong place for the moment... Dun wanna scare Good Gal so I went out and slowly one by one they came after me... By den i wasn't really listening to wat they were saying to me already... they kept asking me wat happen and whether izzit this or tat... It is only when Bern say this i realise i shld stop and go hm... “我们认识这么多年了，看到你哭我也会很难过。。。”

The next day Good Gal ask me whether am I drunk last nite... she wanna say bye to me but i dunno go where liao... i told her i was sobbing outside...

The Defining Moment

2008-08-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

Watching this show somehow remind me of me and Good Gal... We r like Jiaming and Kexin like tat.. Im always trying to noe how she feel towards me but she seems to be always avoiding... Somehow i feel tat she did make an effort and is better to me den last time but she just dun wan tell me how she feel towards me... Tat day Ling Ling join us go drink and she sit beside me.. think cos she super long no go down wif us already Good Gal forget she got come before... She actually ask me who is tat gal~!!! But i also dunno is she jealous or just curious who is tat gal... Haiz....

Drink... Drank... Drunk...

2008-08-05T21:16:00.002+08:00

Had been drinking since last tue to fri... tot everything will end last wk but yest Bern's turn to be down... Haiz we were chatting happily den he suddenly jio me drink... think these 2 wks the amount of alcohol taken was so much more den water intake lor... everyone seems so down lately tot im the onli one... anw he dun wan to tell me wat happen think onli thing i can do is to drink wif him ba... TAAA~!!!! I always tell them if im sad PLS really drink wif me therefore im treating them the same way as i wanted them to treat me... actually lately im down and sad also but maybe cos im drinking wif them already, seeing them drunk til like this i somehow dun wish to knock out... try to control myself not to drink so much but yest really nearly gone~!!! long time no super high already... hahah but im impress wif myself sia... hm still can rem to remove my contact lens... put my rings in place... change... la la la la la...

Took cab hm wif Good Gal after the drinking session... at tat point of time i already super high liao... some things i also forget already just rem i like keep on toking and asking her things til she say i very noisy ask me keep quiet... hahaha but i ignore her cont tok to her... ask her to take pic think she c i too shack she say she take.. 1st time took pic wif her in cab... my face like damn Sei lor... think we took 3 times den she deleted away the 1st 2... i still can tell her dun delete... we tok quite a lot yest... dunno wat will happen in future... dunno wat im doing is worth while anot... onli time will tell ba... now i tell myself if she hurt me i wun drink like mad... but who noes... emotional always overrule rational for me... anw no more drinking liao~!!! ARAG~!!!!

The Woman just sms me ask me tmr go drink~!!!! SHIT all my frens really take me as Jiu Gui

nothing matters

2008-07-24T11:46:00.002+08:00

seems like sadness are here to stay... not onli stay they bot along their family and frens too... can they all come now since things are already so sucky already... nothing else matters to me now... will happiness appear once they are all gone??? hmmmm...... or will happiness ever appear???

Moody Sun

2008-07-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

Since grandpa is not going for the op last nite, after visiting hrs had ended i ask steven out for dinner.. Bern ask me if we r going to drink... Feeling very sad and sianz dun really wan to go hm so early therefore told him to meet for drinks later... Good Gal noe wat happen and ask me y no stay in hospital and wanna come down later.. Told her i very sad later den tell her wat happen.. Call vincent and italy and they said will be there later after they r free... After dinner steven and cynthia went down wif me... If not for wat happen they wun stay til so late wif me ba cos they dun drink and wanna slp early... Haiz me, bern , vincent and italy really drunk a lot... is madness man... i noe drinking doesn't help is just the company i have wif me... somehow makes me feel better... Last time whenever we had family dinner, Grandpa will always tell me fridge got beer go take...

Today Grandpa looks better and can tok already... When he saw me he shake his head say y waste transport money come c him... dunno how to tok to him also... decided to bring him hm since Grandma already keep asking how come he so long still not back... also doc like cannot do much already so quite no point to stay... when he noe can go hm already totally cannot wait to change... straight away wanna come out of bed.. Seeing him like this somehow makes me feel better a bit.. But he said something really make me very sad.. He said the faster he go the better it is... wun create so much trouble for us... Haiz really very sad whenever i think of him leaving us... Now is onli a matter of time... Hope tat he will be happy, enjoying and do the things he like for the remaining period.....

Grandpa @ 92...

2008-07-14T00:09:00.003+08:00

It all started in sat when my uncle called me... He stored my HP as my mum's no so I pass to my mum the call.. When their conversation ended i ask my mum wat happen.. She told me grandpa was admitted to the hospital and it seems the doc say he need to undergo operation.. But given his age he may not be able to make it and if he dun undergo op, his life is also in danger~!!! My mum seems to be quite calm when she told me and she say my sis are also on their way to the hospital but she wun be going... After thinking for awhile i decided to go to the hospital too so went to ask my mum if she wan to go along... Found her in the kitchen cooking dinner so i told her no need to cook mine i eat outside and ask if she wan to go... I den realise she was crying already~!!! I hold her hand ask her not to cry and dun cook we go hospital together... Really dunno wat else to say or do and I felt so lost~!!! Xiao Mei went out early in the morn so she shld be dunno wat happen also therefore i called her ask her if she wanna come hm and go hospital together...

When we reached there my sis they all were crying also~!!!! ARAG i went over to c grandpa and he still recognise me and call me... Seeing him shrink til so thin really breaks my heart... The doc was already toking halfway when i went over and he told us to decide by 7pm if grandpa wanna go for the op.. He may go tn if undergo the op but if dun go for op, he may onli have 2wk to a mth left.. Tears already began to form... I was really very sad and lost... Initially we decided to take the risk and go for the op but when the doc came we found out tat even if the op is successful, he may onli have 3-6mths left~!!! WTF~!!!! not even a year~!!! Den wat for go for op and let him suffer even further~!!! After op cfm goto go ICU, put on drip and lotsa needles poking through... even if can recover within a mth still goto lie on bed... how much is left after all this?? Grandpa never wan to go hospital not to even say undergo operation.. Therefore we decide to respect his decision and leave things as it is... How much longer he can be wif us I really dunno..

Wrong Move..???

2008-07-11T14:34:00.003+08:00

It all started on wed when The Woman msn me ask me go citilink wif her to collect her things... But I already promise Good Gal to help her setup her laptop so i told The Woman i got things on already... i went hm 1st to settle some stuff and she saw me online... she say tot i going out and i told her yah im waiting for my fren to fetch me... she didn't go collect her things too... thur she ask me again i told her im very tired wan go hm slp early.. it's the truth i really no plan to go out wan go hm slp and she say nvm den... last nite she sms ask me free today anot.. like not very nice to keep rejecting so i told her ok to meet.. But now i feeling very tired again~!!!! hahahha can i go hm slp instead??? Haiz so bored Gal-Next-Door and Gucci Siao all on half day leave.. Left my mum and Bian Bian Lian... not much ppl for me to disturb time crawlsssssss................

Something New...

2008-07-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

Yest was having dinner wif Good Gal... She full already so stop eating ask me finish up the rest den she took out a story book to read~!!! I was so amazed esp when i saw the title... is some real life sad story so i ask her she got read such books one ar... Found out tat she read books on those slavery and abuse and how they escape all tat... WOW~!!!! Never would have tot tat she got interest in such things... Hmmm.........

Surprise.. ???

2008-07-02T16:18:00.003+08:00

Last sat Good Gal told me this coming wed will give me a surprise.... wait and wait and wait for the day to come... Last nite she say goto delay til sat cos maybe cannot make it today to meet me... Tot goto wait for a few more days but this morn she suddenly msg me say meet me today... la la la la la dunno wat surprise for me... so excited... 2more hrs to go b4 meeting her~!!! YEA~!!!!

Ade

2008-07-02T14:57:00.003+08:00

Yest morn receive an sms from Ade... she say she is out for meeting can meet me for lunch... hahah super long no c her liao den she say come my area eat... c her sure happy esp when she start to speak chinese... hahah though she always say she got A for her chinese, the way she speak got an ABC slang... so funny... cannot stop laughing when she start toking in chinese so i tell her we better switch back to english...

She was telling me she wan to go oversea b4 her sch start again.. wanna relax and enjoy a bit but dunno where to go... Her bro will be at japan for work so she was thinking to go wif him den can save on lodging... As usual, she likes to suan ppl so she tell me there got a lot of those temples to pray... she will write one note hope I will be fatter than her~!!!! kaoz... thanx leh~!!!! still give me the wth look and say i look so 2D~!!! AAARRRAAAAGGGGGGGG........

Reservist

2008-07-02T10:53:00.002+08:00

The once in a year thingy is here again.. This year will be the last low key... last 1 wk... haiz 1 wk of lousy food... no freedom... totally sianz man.. my fren still can tell me good wat go in save money on meals... yea i force myself to eat the lousy food cos im really damn hungry and i dun wan to spend money on canteen... time really hard to pass inside... nothing much to do at nite except slp but not used to the high pillow and was always hungry at nite... sleepless nitez... lucky Good Gal got sms me still not tat bad...

This year i manage to clear my IPPT~!!! Achievement man never expect it... Was running like mad and forcing myself to go on during the 2.4km run.. After completing everything I vomit liao... feel so much better after vomitting.. hahha slack for too long already... Those who clear can have nites off but most of my kaki no go out so quite no point also.. End up nua wif them in camp... This year was really quite slack staying overnite in the forest.. no mosquitoes... Next year gonna be bad.. haiz...

Karma.. ???

2008-06-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

Always used to make fun of Gal Next Door tat as one aged, memory will start to fail u... lately it seems to be happening to me also~!!! SHIT dunno izzit cos I slp too little or cos my lifestyle is so standard these few wks tat there are some things which I seems to cannot rem no matter how hard i try to think back. And is just a few wks ago stuffs~!!! Today at work also weird weird de... After clicking or typing will stun there awhile forget wat i wanted to do...

NNOOOOO~~~!!!!!!!

HOW CAN THIS BE HAPPENING~!!!!

Haiz i was clearing my sms when i saw a reply from The Woman which i totally dun rem she replying me tat~!!! I wasn't drunk when i reply her tat day... Think is really time i shld repent.... Goto go pray pray liao....

*chant* *chant* *chant*

Lately at work....

2008-06-08T15:49:00.009+08:00

Haiz last wk was simply terrible... Some vendor came back and terrorize my place... Think she forget tat now she is just a vendor... things are no longer the same... she goto maintain her professional image and dun always so slack and keep fooling around... lolz... and most impt is i dun need to give her face already...

My table always has been messy already... After this terrible mess i goto waste 5mins of my precious working time clearing up... haiz felt so unproductive... since im already unproductive i decided to take some time off to go entertain the vendor...

Does this gives u a professional image?? If not is ok cos vendors r loaded they have other ways of being "professional"... unlike poor ppl like me... la la la la la...

In case u r wondering wat is this pic trying to show... It's just a Hello Kitty pen wif a My Melody display tat's the most expensive... The BIG BAG is worth nothing cos vendors can just leave it lying on the table and walk around disturbing others... eating apples... pointing fingers... OOPPPSSSS~!!!!!

Anw one thing good abt April coming back is i finally get to c San Chong Chang again~!!! Plus a new member coming it somehow brighten up my working hours....

Clumpsy Wednesday

2008-06-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

Dunno y this day i like very blur and do a lot of stone stone things... maybe not enough slp ba i like not like myself... Finally endure til end of working hours. My sis called me from UK ask me wan to buy jersey anot... so happy to hear from her... of cos is not happy cos she ask me wan buy jersey anot... after putting down the phone awhile i tot my hp ring again den i take my hp... BUT IT SLIP FROM MY HAND AND DROP~!!!! kaoz this hp wif me for so long 1st time drop til so jialat.. the whole batt came out~!!! SUPER HEART PAIN SIA~!!! but seems to be still functioning well.. I told Good Gal abt it den she say clumpsy is like this de.... sianz diao...

Weird Weird De...

2008-06-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Had been meeting Good Gal for dinner at least once every wk for the past few wks... But Good Gal last wk not free totally no time meet me go eat... Feeling so sianz and weird... Like something missing like tat... think i too used to her giving some time to me already ba... Good Gal planning to go sentosa on Sun and ask us to join... Initially wanted to go but sat all end up clubbing til early morn so Sun outing cancel liao... since no go sentosa liao so ask her wan go eat dinner anot but she say dun feel like going out... sianz one whole wk gone wifout dining wif her...

Yesh so fast mon again back to boring work... Wkends always seems to fly away wifout really doing much things... Haiz dun really feel good plus the stupid color contact lens giving me lotsa prob further spoil my mood... Was smsing Good Gal when she suddenly brighten up my day... She end the msg wif "Later wan go eat..?" WHAHAHAH OF COS I WAN~!!! YEA mon no longer blue.... And of cos... I end the happy day by throwing away the stupid color contact lens... la la la la la

Dairy

2008-05-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Had finished watching the show Good Gal intro me to watch: 溏心风暴... In this show, when the couple broke up, the guy started writing a dairy on the days wifout the gal. In his dairy he wrote wat he felt towards the gal and how he stand at a corner watching her... wishing tat she will be happy and things will go well... After finishing the show i rem when me and The Woman broke up i got write dairy also. Back den i dun wanna anyone to accidentally opened it so i password protect the document.. Guess what~!!??? I FORGET MY PASSWORD~!!!! hahah i purposely choose a different and difficult password... End up now even i cannot rem it. Maybe one day when i finally managed to open the file and read back i will laugh at myself??? Maybe i will wonder izzit really my dairy??? ok now go try to crack my password liao... everyday try a few times hope one day i can finally open it... lolz...

The Woman

2008-05-19T18:32:00.006+08:00

Dunno y Cynthia named my ex as The Woman... And she never warn me abt anything but keep saying "How many times must I warn u..?" It all started wif The Woman asking me go clubbing. The 1st time i went wif her cos i was quite sianz at hm and nobody seems to be free. After tat was a shopping trip cum a few more clubbing... Personally i feel nothing wrong cos we r still frens... She never ask me abt personal things and i also no ask her...

Cynthia 1st saw her at Crazy Hours. The Woman was at the opp pub and Bern say super long no c her so ask me to ask her come over. When she left Cynthia ask me who is tat. I told her is my ex den her reaction very funny. "Why u ask The Woman to come over??? Just now Good Gal came wan sit down but saw her den go off liao..." hahaa she always like to exaggerate things...

Last wk was at orchard wif Italy and Vincent waiting to watch the last EPL match. The Woman suddenly call me ask where i am and wif who. She's alone so ask me to eat dinner wif her. Since we got nothing to do also so i told her ok. Otw to taka saw Gal-Next-Door wif BR. hahah ask her to treat me eat dinner she quickly ignore me and go off... Anw dinner was on The Woman and she join us watch match after tat... Went to a pub at selegie to watch the match and i sorta purposely put my HP on the table. Dun wanna give her the wrong impression and also dunno how to tell her im going after Good Gal. Maybe im just thinking too much onli so let Heaven decide ba. haahh she really took my HP to play and saw Good Gal pic.. She say me disgusting put gals picture so i ask her she pretty hor... haahah do i sound natural???

Bian Bian Lian

2008-04-30T14:22:00.002+08:00

Tat day was toking to her on msn den she suddenly tell me she wan an english name starting wif the alphabet 'A'.... she give a few names den i tell her April suits her... suddenly she say she wan to be called Adeline or Adelene.... aarrrrraaaagggggg those name dun suit her image lor... April Tan Bee Yen nicer mah~!!!! hahaah.. so from now on i will call her April... la la la la la...

APRIL TAN BEE YEN~!!!!

April think this is the post tat i owe u rite??? WHAHAHHAH... of cos i still owe u one treat i wun forget lah... is u busy not free not i dun wan treat u lor~~!!!!!!!! And dun forget to help me ask Rav 4 for the things i wan... lolz...

12/04/2008

2008-04-28T20:18:00.004+08:00

Went to this marche like place call Shokodu Japanese restaurant at Raffles City to celebrate Winston birthday. April is a bad month so many ppl's birthday~!!! Goto entertain this and that... First time came to this place walk around and dunno wat to eat.. Wan to eat something different so try the Udon but the portion so small~!!! Arag... finish in a few mouth totally not full... Super long time no eat rosti liao so try tat also... Find this very chio so decide to take this picture instead of the food... haahah can I have this for my bday~!!????? Den i wun scare my mum kick or pinch me liao... HO HO HO.....

Gone again...

2008-04-08T10:04:00.002+08:00

Early in the morn when i was walking to MRT i receive Good Gal sms. She board the plane le will be back next wk. Haiz so fast she gone again. Her good fren wedding so bo bian goto go. I told her 1 wk i gonna miss her ar she say will msg me when she there. Dunno she will busy and tired til forget anot. Anw can take this 1 wk to concentrate do my things also. Haiz so fast i start to think of her already. Lucky got record her singing tat time can go listen when i miss her...

如果你也听说

有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何
如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

SCS outing

2008-04-07T21:45:00.005+08:00

The last outing wif them i left halfway so this time Eddie keep emphasing i dun put them aeroplane again. Yea im guilty for the last time so this time i told my other frens sat nite im not free already. hhaha Darren wanted to watch Rogue Crocodile but the movie at 10 so after dinner we went to arcade. Try to find some games where 4 ppl can play together since Andrea went to shop around 1st. Play some photo hunt and challenge Air Hockey Table. Still got a lot of tokens left so decide to play another round of Air Hockey Table. Darren say this time which team lost later Da San Bei 1st... hahh whenever he say such things... he always lose.. lucky im not the same team as him. After the boring movie we proceed on to DragonFly. Was discussing abt the boring show outside the toilet when someone poke me from behind. haha the person is Ade. She say her fren bday most prob going Powerhouse or Boiler. I tell her we shld be going DragonFly she say uncle place. KAOZ~!!!! Anw this is me and Eddie...

Last time he always dun wan to drink keep giving excuses but this time i tell him die die must drink wif me. He really onz sia though got try to pour more green tea and pour his drink to others. haha maybe cos i tell him since we both so troubled just drink more ba. We drink quite fast less than 1hr left 1/4 onli... haha but we still sober ba this is the evidence~!!!!

Lucky Lena was at DragonFly also can go find her tok a bit and eat peanuts. But she ask me drink also~!!! sianz tot can go there hide awhile. But she still good to me lah at the end b4 she leave still offer me a glass of pure coke~!!! I still tot she really wan me to gone case. lolz...

Samuel arrived he order 1 cannon of beer~!!! Drink til a bit high liao. Msg Good Gal tell her and ask if she will be coming after work. At first she say no ba shld be going Lunar den i try psycho her but still fail. She say like no one wan to come. Was feeling a bit sad den she suddenly say she coming later. hahah get to c her quite a lot for the wk. When i was leaving she ask me to msg her when im home. No take pic wif her cos by tat time i also a bit shack liao. First time she ask me msg her when im home lor so next day i ask izzit my breadth got very strong liquor smell. She say still ok lah but still can ask me if i rem what i tok to her anot~!!!! -_-'''

Good Gal

2008-04-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

Last wk has been really tiring almost everyday slp late so no chance to post. My mum just niao me today ask me to post something. Here goes....

Good Gal was back on mon evening so happy when she sms me. hahah she say she tanned a bit liao and there really quite relax. But food wise not very nice. Went to her workplace on tue, thur and fri but this time not i initiate to go there one. Last time i always jio my frenz to go but now they like wan to go relax. haah is the truth k... but anw i also happy lah cos can get to c her and tok to her. My latest pic wif her~!!! Can c she really got a bit tanned hor??? lolz...

We both like very tired smile also like quite mian qiang like tat hor. but overall still compatible lah... la la la la la... anw this is wat she bot for me. First gift from her~!!!

Good Boy

2008-03-30T23:18:00.005+08:00

Friday has always been the day to go out to enjoy after a week of boring work. Steven was away so left me and italy. Vincent will be meeting us later so we went to arcade to kill some time. Haiz wasted 1 buck on 2 games, both play til last stage den lose... too long no play liao waste money. Duno y was feeling sianz when leaving den suddenly saw a familiar face queueing up to draw money. haha she also pop her head out when she saw me. Is Ade~!!! quite some time no c her liao she say she going for wedding dinner. Chat a bit on soccer den i say i msg her again. Her hair long liao den tied up nice sia...

After having dinner we went to Good Gal place. Suddenly rem quite some time no c Bern so ask him to come also. Kaoz already nuaing at hm say lazy to come. hahha force him to come since we not going hm early. Never expect to drink so much again. I always tell ppl i dun drink liao but was getting a bit bored so we start playing games again. So in the end....

1 gone case and 1 stomache....

Left wif 2 happy men laughing away. Long time no play until so siao liao. Haiyoz drink so much im not sad yet leh~!!! Maybe tat's y so little casualty ba. lolz Good Gal ask y drink beer and martel i tell her they wan to drink not me. tok quite a lot to her but some part was playing games wif them so a bit goto multitask den catch a bit here and there. hahah i can multitask one not like some ppl~!!! u all noe who u r lor no need me to say hor... OPPPSSS~!!!!

Sat was resting at hm den saw Gal Next Door online. she ask me a weird qns y i at hm? Obvious leh me Good Boy mah tat's y at hm lor. hahah Good Boy and Good Gal so compatible hor.. WHHAHAHA... Sun was suppose to wake up latest by 12 to prepare go out but i almost overslpt~!!! Lucky Good Gal msg me at 12 say she going bintan now back den msg me if not i sure gonna be super damn late. Haiz she going wif her family this time lucky for 1 day onli. She gonna be back soon can start counting down already~!!! YEA~!!!

Shocked

2008-03-28T14:32:00.003+08:00

It has started for almost 1mth already and is my first time logging in to see for this year. Yes me refering to Income Tax E-filing. Expect this year to be a bit need to pay but when i login to c i stared at the figure~!!! Totally out of my expectation~!!! KAOZ they must have calculated wrongly how can the amount be so much~!!! Totally cannot believed it till i saw the deduction part. hahha ok lah after deducting the figure seems ok to me.

Saw my ex-sleeping buddy online and he say im slacking never do my job. How come his name still inside the list and he receive the login letter.

-_-'''

if i got the ability i will be the onli one not getting lor... Time really flies... Im here for quite some time already. so many things have changed. Onli thing no change is me ba. im still so slack~!!! hahaah still trying to improve my slacking skills.. HAIZ... anw tat day was toking to An De Lu and to my surprise he say im still ok in his team last time~!!!! haaha must be consoling me think im the most troublesome and always finding problem for him one... sometimes thinking back... i feel bad for it lah but apart from all these, i always try to complete his things on time... im still responsible one lor~!!! la la la la la....

Sleepless nitez

2008-03-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

For the past few days I have not been sleeping well, kept on waking up in the middle of the nite. Actually is quite norm lah just tat these few days when i was awake a lot of things came to my mind. haha im not onli thinking of Good Gal lah still got other things bothering me. Though today is the last day of work for this wk, im very very shack already. Lucky tmr friday is good no need go work. Was having dinner halfway den receive Steven sms. He gonna meet Cynthia for dinner later ask if i wan to join. hahah of cos i dun mind more food so he say come fetch me later. Think after Good Gal went overseas i have been eating much much more.

Anw this post would not have appear if not for wat happen in his car. Was msging another fren and waiting for his reply. After awhile a sms came and i was expecting his reply. To my surprise Good Gal msg me~!!! She say things there not very nice but very exp and she dunno wat to buy for me also so maybe get me a perfume. haha but as wat Steven had said.. her sms was the best gift for me already lor. I was busy replying Good Gal after tat and no really pay attention to wat Steven say. So i tell him i busy now not free to entertain him. lolz he say i can go to the back seat to sit liao. After picking Cynthia i ask her if she thinks I got chance anot. Her reply was can say got but also like dun have...

-_-'''

such a nice ans. So i cont to ignore the 2 of them after tat. Good Gal like not enjoying over there. 3 more days and she will be back~!!!! SO HAPPY AR~!!!

Lastly no pic of my supper was taken. The reason is very very simple. No time to take pic of my nice supper at east coast cos busy smsing Good Gal~!!! la la la la la...

Bon Voyage

2008-03-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Good Gal just msg me she boarding already. Haiz c her msg feel so lost. will sleepless nitez daunt me??? Will I have mood swing??? She say 1 wk very fast one but...

1 wk is 7 days...

7 days is 168hrs...

168hrs is 10080mins...

and it goes on and on... the point is... Im starting to miss her already~!!! ARAG life gonna get sucky now...

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million words

I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

Cause you're far away

...

Cause I'm looking at your picture

Cause it's all I've got

Welcome to the zoo zooo zooooo.....

2008-03-16T21:35:00.006+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last visited this place. We set off at 11am and decided to have lunch first since there's not much choices of food over there and it started to drizzle a bit. Reached our destination at about 1230. Not much changes to this place think the onli change is tat we all have grown up ba. The crowds there are mostly tourists, families and couples. Took a few pic of the animals tat interest me. Introducing the white polar bear...

Follow by white tigers...

And lastly... the penguins...

As it is still early we decided to go to IMM to walk around and have dinner. Msg KJ den realise he not working there anymore. Haiz 1yr plus no c him already just not fated ba. Steven treat us to pepper lunch saying it was his farewell treat. Choy u going for 2wks onli say until like this. Hhaha dunno y tat was my 1st reaction to him. Anw halfway thr dinner i got a sms. It was Good Gal~!!! She ask me if im ok yest and today no hear from me. I put down my HP cont eat den steven scold me say I 掉起来卖！Italy was laughing down there. No lor im just thinking yest i msn her she say she busy packing mah. I wun do tat to her one lor. haha so i stop eating and reply her. As usual they eat finish liao waiting for me. Cynthia say im very slow lor. la la la la la...

Abusive Mum???

2008-03-14T10:50:00.003+08:00

My mum always like to pinch and kick me. Sometimes i dun even noe wat i did wrongly. Lately off work have been taking train wif my mum cos she dropping off at cityhall and things are getting worse~!!! Like yest she was looking at her own reflection and telling me she's cute and pretty. I just tell her the truth tat Good Gal is cuter and prettier den her she angry liao and start pinching me. I took out my HP to compare and show her she wan throw my HP away~!!! Haiz... Y i have this kind of mum? Other ppl's mum dote their children so much y my mum treat me this way? I just dun understand y...

Rainy Tuesday, 11/03/2008

2008-03-13T14:13:00.007+08:00

Just saw Ai Ge Lin put in the chat box tat i got no new post so boring. But if i post everyday den like so no privacy u all noe wat im doing everyday??? lolz no lah is cos everyday is so routine to me tat got nothing special to post. everyday read the same thing also boring mah... im a boring person u all shld noe... Anw since i no mention anything abt Good Gal i sure use this opp to tok abt her.

Good Gal will be going overseas next week so i ask her during last week if she will be free to meet me for dinner b4 she go. she say this wk shld be ok remind her again. hahah no need set reminder i also will rem to ask her again lor. yah i noe im biased. la la la la la... mon comes and she say probably tue or wed. Finally set on tue during tue afternoon. Totally no mood to work after tat just waiting for time to knock off. OOPPSSSSS~!!!! The previous dinner i decide on the location so i ask her to think think wat she wan to eat. Escargot was the answer. She say this place not bad so we go there eat.

The atmosphere here quite good. Got antique feel. Good Gal say she very hungry den we still goto wait for table. So we browse the menu outside and decide wat to order. Once sitted we order liao. She focus on the escargot and no notice much on other food. I saw like got salmon so ask her she wan eat anot since is her favourite also. haha she give me the blur blur look and ask got salmon meh? When i show her she say ohh.. ok lor. SO CUTE~!!! hahah we order a bit here and there but the serving not very big so still ok.

smoked salmon came 1st follow by 2 escargots den the soups. i tell Good Gal i dunno how to eat the escargots so she show me. hhaha she ate until so happy. Halfway thr the soup she suddenly say wan tell me a secret. I stun for awhile and stare at her. She say she full already~!!! lolz i tot wat big thing scare me sia. lucky when the pork and steak come the portion not very big also. The steak VERY VERY NICE~!!! I cut a bit give Good Gal try she also say nice. Is really nice lor cos after trying she say wan somemore. After finishing she ask if i full anot. maybe i got the hungry look still ba den she say i eat a lot. Notice tat she staring at the table beside us got escargots also i ask her dun go steal ppl's food. In the end we order another half dozen to share.

In case u all are wondering how come no pic of food or Good Gal... The reason is very simple: is all my fault. Got a few time i just sit down there and stare at her smiling. She saw me den ask me y. haah think i really happy to eat wif her ba so totally forget to take any pic. Anw the day ends wif meeting my hangout kakis at her workplace. Yes im really serious abt her. Dunno wat will happen in future but one thing for sure, i will try my best. If things did not turn out the way i hope for, i noe my hangout kakis will definitely be there for me. Not to forget all my frens whom i met at diff phrases of my life.

Ex- ...

2008-03-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

When most ppl c the word ex-... think the first thing tat comes to our mind will be our ex-lovers. Please do not be mistaken i m definitely not thinking or gonna tok abt my ex-lovers cos is been sooo sooooo loonnnngggg ago already... im not a heartless creature but lately nothing much to mention abt them.. so wat will it be??

A few wks ago some1 told me she's going to taipei soon. She's so happy and looking forward to it and she told me when she's back she will have another day of leave so we can go ktv. But Ai Ge Lin not free so she say she'll come back find us instead. Tat day never came. Maybe she's tired after the long trip. Maybe she got other impt things to do so i never ask her wat happen. After tat Gal-Next-Door told me we've been forgotten~!!! She buy things back for this and tat BUT NOT US~!!! Haiz is ok im just her Hi-Bye-Friend. Last few days ive been reading her blog from Day 1 to Day 3... So many nice food and nice scenaries~!!! Can onli envy her and wish tat one day i'll get the chance to go too.

The trigger came when i saw my blog chatbox. She say i never mention abt her~!!! So now im gonna formally introduced this person. The creator and cause of my agony. If not for her i would not be known as 'Ah Wang'. She is non other den Bian Bian Lian~!!! Me foolishly tot tat im at least consider a fren to her... min also a Hi-Bye-Friend... but now i noe already... Im just a forgotten Ex-colleague... An ex-colleague who used to be bullied and tramatized of her...

IT Show

2008-03-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to get a new printer to replace my old bubble jet. This poor little bubble jet has served me for almost 8yrs. Shld be around my poly time. Let's have a look at this long service award winner...

Does it look as old, hagged and yellowish as my mum~!??? lolz she also worked for 8yrs already~!!! Wat a nice resemblance...

Was considering between epson and canon til my sis ask me to get tat higher end canon printer! WOW stupid me was still looking at the lower end one. haah onli prob is tat dunno will use tat much anot. But since she say so den i just decide on tat one. The last day of IT Show was still packed wif ppl. Haiz they just have no places to go to. Goto squeeze thr my way from point to point. Went to HP followed by epson and lastly canon cos their booth happen to be stationed this way. wasn't really paying much attention to HP and epson since i already quite decided on canon.

When i reached canon booth i saw a familiar face. Is AH BENG~!!! haah quickly inform the rest to make sure tat i had not mistaken. went up to him and ask a stupid qns: "erm epson or canon better?" of cos canon lah... so i just ask him which model is better and he ask a chio female salesgal to attend to me. the rest of them was so busy looking at other salesgal and totally ignore me. haiz if onli i have friends...

Had a hard time rolling this big and bulky printer back to our transport. Haiz if onli i have friends i will have some help. Ohh not to forget... if onli i have friends i will not get pasted by unwanted things... HAIZ...

Day 2 at new seat

2008-03-04T14:01:00.001+08:00

This is the 2nd day since we moved down to the so called 'new' office. Is still freezing down here~!!! Haiz life getting from bad to worse. No more Ai Ge Lin to disturb when im bored... No more Ai Ge Lin to ask when i need help... No more Ai Ge Lin there to entertain me... Time to be independent again. HAIZ... Ohh almost forget my new seat.

haha very messy rite??? yea yea haven finish rearranging. But overall is a bad place cos ppl walking pass can c my screen~!!! And all those toys~!!! hahah pass few years have been stealing and snatching til i also dunno which belongs to who. Maybe one day Ai Ge Lin, Mum, Gal-Next-Door or Hui Ge Lin can come help me tidy up??? lolz

My mum keep asking me y i no post. When i say im busy she say can just spend 15mins to post. But lately u no do silly things for me to brag about leh. WHAHAHAH... only if posting can be log inside my timeO. anw... before i forget... today Hui Ge Lin outcast me again~!!! She treat them to lunch when im not there~!!! Im so sad... I noe she hate me...

New Kallang Leisure Park???

2008-03-04T14:00:00.001+08:00

Last wkend had been raining and raining. So nice to zzzZZZ that I almost forget we goto go out earlier on sat. The building outlook seems to be the same after renovation.

Just before entering we notice some restaurant outside. Wonder when can we have another feast.

Went in and saw a few interesting shop but guess wat's the place tat make us stop?

haha tat is not bite by me~!!!! Steven ate it b4 i can stop him in time~!!! Anw is still a donut just a bit the.... Still got quite a few shops not open but overall the ice skating is still there.. bowling.. arcade.. plus a cinema... May turn out to be our new hang out place???

Busy Busy...

2008-02-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

When I first shown Gal-Next-Door this blog she ask why i no post only got about me... when my Mum saw she say is a resort not chalet so low class~!!! XUETE~!!! the point is it is an 'willingly' joined outing lor... haiz she dun get my point... after that me stuck wif this name... no one calls my name anymore... I wonder if they still rem my name... Haiz...

Wanted to post some pic den realise i no take Gal-Next-Door picture.. my Mum is always pointing fingers cannot show... so can onli show my cute little sis pic...

Ta Da... Freshly out of the paperbag and trying to steal mooncake~!!! yea Mum she's cute i noe but pls dun keep changing my HP wallpaper to her pic... like this how Son find gf~!??? HAIZ... Anw i already told Mum 18yrs later i will bring sis go clubbing... hmm den will I be like someone??? 40yrs old bring a 18yrs old little gal go out??? XUETE~!!! I dun wan to be classified as ...... ARAG NITEMARE~!!!!