It's been some time...

Yea it's really been some time since I post when I'm sober. Lying in bed, suddenly I feel so lost again. Thinking back, the past few months had really been crazy! Think wad I had drank for the last few months can compare to a few years back when I occasionally drink. I also wan to stop... But... How??? I used to think y ppl chose to avoid and not face it, but den actually I'm the same now too...
Last nite shld be think too much... Was thinking wad will happen if I suddenly die... Izzit a phenomenon? Or am I really that jaded? Oh well and I really did dreamt that I'm dying!!! Yea it seems real and sad when things are ending for me. When I'm awake from that horrible nitemare, I'm stoning there thinking... In my life now, who can I call or msg to tell her abt my nitemare???

All I want...

Is just to settle down with the one I love... Y izzit so difficult?!?!!!! Or izzit all along jux a plot??!!! Maybe the truth will come soon.. Jux tat am I really prepared for it? I really dunno...

Ta mai

Y am I having such a lifestyle? I really dunno. How will it end? Can someone pls tell me!?!?!!!!!!

Ironic

When most sg men thought that most sg girls are dead, most sg girls are also thinking that most sg men are dead!!!

Why am I drinking again?!?

我也不知道。。。 Pom mai Ru na

I thought...

i told myself this wk im not gonna drink anymore.. but den... end up drinking again... kaoz... time to really CUT down liao~!!!

We are 27 this year...

haha yea yea Ade unintentionally said this during dinner... den she realise my happy expression and knew something was wrong... so she told me tat a few yrs back she wun mind being associated wif someone who is 2 yrs older den her to be the same age... but now she wun wan to be associated as the same age wif someone who is gonna be 30~!!! SHIT DE~!!! ARAGGGG....