Saturday, March 13, 2010

海派甜心



My Cheng Lin is so so so cool, cute and chio in this show~!!!! hahahh wanted to watch this show cos of her... Never expect tat it will bring me so much thoughts... hmm think Gal Next Door noe i very long no drink le tat's y lend me this show... Got one scene of her drinking and she said this:


“喝就可以望记很多事情。。。不开心的事情。。。”


It seems to be so lately... My purpose of drinking is no longer to chill anymore... Either getting ppl drunk or i get drunk myself... But den... the more i drink the more unhappy i gets... hahaha onli when others get drunk im happier... izzit cos they give me entertainment??? or did they divert my attention when they r drunk... anw i like this sentence very much... Show said this to my Cheng Lin:

“我喜欢你,你明明不是我心目中喜欢那样的女生,可是。。。我就是喜欢你!”

Wow!!!! Dunno y when i first hear this sentence i will think of tat someone... tat someone whom i never tot i will like..??? or cos is like in the show... i wanted to care for tat someone.. worry abt tat someone... like to be beaten by tat someone... like tat someone to be drunk so tat i can take care of her... hahaha anw it's jux a show....

well time to scold Gal Next Door le... hahahha COS UR STUPID SHOW KISS MY CHENG LIN!!!! ARAGGG ANGRY~!!!! 你祖母我不高兴!!! cun wait to c the ending!!!! but den.... SO FAST 530AM ALREADY~!!! AND IS SUNDAY~!!! SHIT time to catch some rest.... will i have time left to dream of tat someone tn???

我怀念的

现在。。。
也只能怀念。。。
心已不在。。。
做什么也没有用了。。。

心有曾逗留过吗???
难道一切只是一场美梦???
那为何我得醒来???
为何不能让我一直梦下去???

虽然还是放不下。。。
但至少还有美丽的回忆。。。
唯一能做的。。。
也就只是怀念了。。。

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了
我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Monday, March 8, 2010

Stoopig Ade

Whenever im online during wkdays, she will ask me "R u on leave again?" so today i yawnz at her first b4 she asked me this... To my surprise she told me she tot of me this morn cos there's a guy in the meeting tat LOOKS like me, TALK like me and ACT like me~!!! jux tat not as skinny as i am... idiot de... hahha anw her next statement is still asking if im on leave... so i told her im on 2 days mc den she began scolding me again...


Ade was saying this yr was bad for her zodiac so i told her this yr suppose to be good for mine but it seems not leh... nbz she tot im monkey!!! try to explain she not good in such things but noe im scorpio... hahaha start to say scorpio are the worst horoscope... most vicious, most cunning etc... lucky when i asked her if she feels im like tat she says im not... so i told her im a disgrace to scorpio... 妈的 she said scorpio is the most romantic no wonder i felt tat im a disgrace... hahah im romantic de leh... anw super long no c her liao so next wk shld be meeting her for dinner... This is the last time we met took de... she keeping long hair again tat time... wonder now is longer, shorter or still the same...


hmm background too bright le cannot c clearly... take again next time~!!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Running Away???

Dun feel like waking up at all... Keep on lying in bed and dozing off... If not my hp ring think i can slp all the way til late... A pity the sms is not wad im waiting for... If onli... Haiz cannot drink now onli thing i can do is to keep slping... At least in my dreams, im happier...

Saturday, January 23, 2010

1 more long and boring week to go

Wow wad a long and tiring week... Lousy food, lousy things to do, lousy weather... In short everything jux sux... Yea i admit i jux dun like this kind of life... No tv, no newspaper, no freedom... Still goto do the stupid medical IV DRIP~!!! sux man goto poke and ganna poke... Haiz i choose to be the casualty 1st and the first one was smooth not much blood came out... When my turn to poke, the casualty got SO MUCH BLOOD~!!! shit man i haven even release the needle out his blood already start dripping~!!! Tot they said it wun drop when the stupid needle is still inside???!!!! so i quickly get ready the connector and took out the needle... Shit man when the needle is out his blood jux spurt out~!!! quickly connect the tube den he stop bleeding... After finishing and taping all the tubes, it's time to undo~!!! kaoz when i took out the tube his blood start flowing out again~!!! quickly press on the wound and give him plastic to stop the blood from flowing out...

Vincent is so damn lucky~!!! whole of 2 platoon he is the chosen one to take the test for medic~!!! Whole day he has been poking ppl and still not very confident... think he poke more den 15+ hands~!!! hahaha italy also volunteer both hands for him... one miss one kill... After dinner he is still trying but already no hands left... so i volunteer my other hand for him... the key is to find the vein so if miss goto try turn here and there to find the vein~!! OUCH~!!! lucky im skinny and my vein is very visible but SHIT HIM~!!! he wan to choose the top vein on top of my hand.. siao sia tat one sure super pain~!!! so i REMIND him again to choose the other one... it was a hit~!!! so carry on to remove the needle... but b4 removing goto press on hard on the hand so tat the blood wun spurt out when the needle is out... BUT SHIT HIM again he press on the needle initially~!!! kaoz can feel the pain sia~!!! lucky the medic told him to press further on top he is pressing on the needle... After taping and everything, the medic told him ok can remove liao... hahah im worried again cos when he is doing i can feel he is very tired hands shaking already... but ok lah he is careful in removing the tape den come to the last part, the removing of the plastic still inside my vein... I tot he noe will slowly take out... BUT HE JUX PULL OUT VERY FAST~!!! wah lau i can feel it coming out sia den my blood also spurt out~!!! first time i c so much of my blood sia~!!! the rest quickly pass me the medic swap to press on so tat blood wun come out further... hahahaah i told vincent next time beer on him~!!!!


Fri was quite a slack day as onli those being tested need to go... super big rain in the morn so they indent another vehicle therefore i need not go~!!! wow best sia go back rest.. lunch was packed and it was the same as last fri~!!! sianz hard chix, weird potatoe wedges and dried peas... dun believe??? TAKE A LOOK AT THIS~!!!





ohh i forget to mention the not cut tomatoe~!!! so big and looks hard how to eat sia.. haiz 5 more SUPER BORING AND LOUSY DAYS TO GO~!!!! Not to mention i no slp well at nite too... keep on waking up and realise time is passing so so so damn sloowww.......


Last nite i dreamt of her again~!!! she was telling me she's not going hm for dinner... so i was waiting for her to ask if im free to eat wif her... but she no ask... den suddenly she was buying dinner already and duno telling me wad... stupid alarm rings at this timing~!!! time to wake up for stupid cohesive training... sat morn goto wake up so early damn sianz... lately my hp always wake me up at the wrong timing... hmm wad was she saying..????

Monday, January 18, 2010

Boring days are coming...

Yea it's been quite some time since i ate such lousy food again... Last fri was jux the starting~!!! Really cannot imagine how can they maintain such GOOD standard for so many many years... The fried chix is still as hard, potatoe wedges still as weird tasting... Onli edible food are the soup and fruits~!!! Haiz life gonna sux for these 2 wks le....

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Kind Souls Do EXISTS~!!!

Was raining super heavily this morn... Already prepared finish so decides to go to the usual place to wait for the rain to get smaller den run over... Sianz sia as I was walking towards there the rain jux gets bigger and bigger... Was thinking maybe Heaven is telling me to forget it and go hm cont slp... When I reach the place i was dazing at the big downpour... No matter how fast I run, by the time I reached the other side cfm is all drenched le... Suddenly... A nice and kind lady walking towards saw me and say I lend u the extra umbrella to go over~!!! I WAS SO SHOCK AND STUN~!!! So i cfm wif her "我要去library那边ar"... she reply me yah i go over wif u den come back~!!! WOW~!!! KIND SOULS REALLY DO EXISTS~!!! hahaha... think is jux tat whether u r kind enough to be able to meet another one... la la la...