New Seating

yea yea... me on loan again... this time is loan til apr~!!! haiz my new seat look so empty therefore bring some frens over...

they not even warm the table yet Ai Ge Lin took them all away~!!! SO SAD back to emptiness... lucky another faraway fren came to visit me... SO HAPPY~!!!

hahah yea yea and i felt so guilty messing up the owner place... forget to take the before picture onli left wif the after nia... this is it... TA DA~!!!

all dun wan to face the owner... mux be face the owner too long le sianz liao... lolz... started to work late le.. most of the time i work late everybody is gone... tat day im so lucky and happy cos when i came out from meeting... MY FRENS ARE STILL AROUND~!!! take a pic wif them to Ji Nian this occassion...

can c tat me and Hui Ge Lin is so happy hor... Bian Bian Lian look so shack...

Buttons

You've been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see? (see)
How these clothes are fitting on me (me)
And the heat coming from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Long long time no hear this song already... long long time Ade no send me song already... dunno y always miss her whenever im feeling down... maybe cos she always can cheer me up when toking to her ba... wif all the suaning and rubbish tat we tok abt... 不知不觉 at times i will also tok like the way she tok... wif all the fcuk shit and sarcastic way of toking... Lately really feeling very down and troubled... so many things happening around me... if onli tat time we were together... maybe all these things wun happen... maybe i wun be wad i am now... maybe...................

Duo Ruo lifestyle

Y am i always unhappy~!!??? y dun i noe wad i really wan~!!??? once a fren drunk already told me will be very happy but y cun i find my happiness no matter im sober or drunk... after wad happen to bern i told myself casual drinking from now on but y i always drink more and more~!!??? it seems harder and harder to get drunk and the more i drink, the more unhappy i get... WTF AM I DOING~!!??? Wat do i really wan~!!??? i hate my life now... fcuk up life and everything seems wrong... when will happiness come again..??? Im missing u now....

Again~!!!

Yea yea I drank a lot again yest... This morn totally so shack til i cannot wake up... Still feeling so damn drunk... So tempted to take urgent leave den suddenly rem Hui Ge Lin buying bread for me and is too late to sms her not to buy liao... Drag myself out and prepared for work... Haiz the alcohol breath still so strong~!!! Cun even smell my own perfume... nbz

Initially im going find Good Gal alone den suddenly italy and vincent also free to come... Since bern jux back from beijing so sms him San Que Yi again ask if his coming... im earliest again so wait and wait and wait for them to arrive... hahha bern always called me at the wrong time... im toking to Good Gal again den he call say he coming wif 2 frenz... wow today big party sia so many ppl... as usual vincent always last to arrive so ask him to drink again... kaoz this time they so fierce 2 jugs 2 jugs like this order... yea yea play games and target vincent liao... idiot one lose liao dun wan drink pour on the floor... SHIT WASTE MONEY~!!! all drink beer like drink water like dat awhile nia already finish 8 jugs~!!! i go toilet come back another 2 full jugs... siao one... bern went to buy sweet den come back tell me outside fighting again... yawnz always like this... he told me Good Gal outside i dun wan go c ar~!!??? i take some time to process wad he said and went out... bern always will follow me out... so many ppl outside and so many shouting~!!! saw Good Gal dragging ppl away... ohh jux trying to stop ppl from fighting... after awhile police came liao ppl also slowly disperse... 

Went back and saw 2 more jugs~!!!! kaoz italy say vincent say ok still can drink den order one.. den stupid vincent came out of toilet say cannot liao and went off... arag already drink so much liao still got... haiz chop chop finish off and left le... ppl also wan to close shop liao dun wan delay too long... in cab tat time cmi liao ask uncle for plastic bag to vomit... dunno y vomit a little onli den feeling super super shack... so suay still got road block den goto put seat belt... hmm cannot rem wad happen to the plastic bag... where did i threw it~!!???

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3rd Nov

yea yea... happy birthday to myself...

M Back~!!!

Yes yes yes... me back from taipei long long time ago already... Busy wif Good Gal lately so no time update onli... Sometimes I also dunno whether izzit im asking too much from her or i think too much... Can feel tat she really got somehow try to make me feel secure... But den... there's still time when i feel insecure... maybe is the diff way we think certain things ba... make me somehow lose confident in myself... Haiz... As wad she said... Our relationship is complicated but simple to say we r jux frens now... Maybe i shouldn't give her additional stress and pressure now...

Taipei

Yea im leaving for Taipei tmr... dun really have the excited or look forward to mood but think i will still enjoy the trip ba... My Mum, Bian Bian Lian, Hui Ge Lin and Gal Next Door all very worried i wun be back... so in order for them to help me cont blogging, I decided to pass them my password...

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If I really dun make it back... Please miss me and help me cont blogging... Cya all next wk~!!!!! lolz