New Seating

yea yea... me on loan again... this time is loan til apr~!!! haiz my new seat look so empty therefore bring some frens over...

they not even warm the table yet Ai Ge Lin took them all away~!!! SO SAD back to emptiness... lucky another faraway fren came to visit me... SO HAPPY~!!!

hahah yea yea and i felt so guilty messing up the owner place... forget to take the before picture onli left wif the after nia... this is it... TA DA~!!!

all dun wan to face the owner... mux be face the owner too long le sianz liao... lolz... started to work late le.. most of the time i work late everybody is gone... tat day im so lucky and happy cos when i came out from meeting... MY FRENS ARE STILL AROUND~!!! take a pic wif them to Ji Nian this occassion...

can c tat me and Hui Ge Lin is so happy hor... Bian Bian Lian look so shack...

Buttons

You've been saying all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see? (see)
How these clothes are fitting on me (me)
And the heat coming from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Long long time no hear this song already... long long time Ade no send me song already... dunno y always miss her whenever im feeling down... maybe cos she always can cheer me up when toking to her ba... wif all the suaning and rubbish tat we tok abt... 不知不觉 at times i will also tok like the way she tok... wif all the fcuk shit and sarcastic way of toking... Lately really feeling very down and troubled... so many things happening around me... if onli tat time we were together... maybe all these things wun happen... maybe i wun be wad i am now... maybe...................

Duo Ruo lifestyle

Y am i always unhappy~!!??? y dun i noe wad i really wan~!!??? once a fren drunk already told me will be very happy but y cun i find my happiness no matter im sober or drunk... after wad happen to bern i told myself casual drinking from now on but y i always drink more and more~!!??? it seems harder and harder to get drunk and the more i drink, the more unhappy i get... WTF AM I DOING~!!??? Wat do i really wan~!!??? i hate my life now... fcuk up life and everything seems wrong... when will happiness come again..??? Im missing u now....

Again~!!!

Yea yea I drank a lot again yest... This morn totally so shack til i cannot wake up... Still feeling so damn drunk... So tempted to take urgent leave den suddenly rem Hui Ge Lin buying bread for me and is too late to sms her not to buy liao... Drag myself out and prepared for work... Haiz the alcohol breath still so strong~!!! Cun even smell my own perfume... nbz

Initially im going find Good Gal alone den suddenly italy and vincent also free to come... Since bern jux back from beijing so sms him San Que Yi again ask if his coming... im earliest again so wait and wait and wait for them to arrive... hahha bern always called me at the wrong time... im toking to Good Gal again den he call say he coming wif 2 frenz... wow today big party sia so many ppl... as usual vincent always last to arrive so ask him to drink again... kaoz this time they so fierce 2 jugs 2 jugs like this order... yea yea play games and target vincent liao... idiot one lose liao dun wan drink pour on the floor... SHIT WASTE MONEY~!!! all drink beer like drink water like dat awhile nia already finish 8 jugs~!!! i go toilet come back another 2 full jugs... siao one... bern went to buy sweet den come back tell me outside fighting again... yawnz always like this... he told me Good Gal outside i dun wan go c ar~!!??? i take some time to process wad he said and went out... bern always will follow me out... so many ppl outside and so many shouting~!!! saw Good Gal dragging ppl away... ohh jux trying to stop ppl from fighting... after awhile police came liao ppl also slowly disperse... 

Went back and saw 2 more jugs~!!!! kaoz italy say vincent say ok still can drink den order one.. den stupid vincent came out of toilet say cannot liao and went off... arag already drink so much liao still got... haiz chop chop finish off and left le... ppl also wan to close shop liao dun wan delay too long... in cab tat time cmi liao ask uncle for plastic bag to vomit... dunno y vomit a little onli den feeling super super shack... so suay still got road block den goto put seat belt... hmm cannot rem wad happen to the plastic bag... where did i threw it~!!???

-_-'''

3rd Nov

yea yea... happy birthday to myself...

M Back~!!!

Yes yes yes... me back from taipei long long time ago already... Busy wif Good Gal lately so no time update onli... Sometimes I also dunno whether izzit im asking too much from her or i think too much... Can feel tat she really got somehow try to make me feel secure... But den... there's still time when i feel insecure... maybe is the diff way we think certain things ba... make me somehow lose confident in myself... Haiz... As wad she said... Our relationship is complicated but simple to say we r jux frens now... Maybe i shouldn't give her additional stress and pressure now...

Taipei

Yea im leaving for Taipei tmr... dun really have the excited or look forward to mood but think i will still enjoy the trip ba... My Mum, Bian Bian Lian, Hui Ge Lin and Gal Next Door all very worried i wun be back... so in order for them to help me cont blogging, I decided to pass them my password...

******

If I really dun make it back... Please miss me and help me cont blogging... Cya all next wk~!!!!! lolz

SOO SWEEETTTT~!!!!!

Fri nite I went off without telling Good Gal again... My fren not in good mood dun wanna wait for me and went out goto go after him... The next day Good Gal call me when she wake up ask if im ok~!!! Her voice sound so sweet and gentle... Give me a very diff feel from her sia~!!! ARAG I MISS TAT MOMENT~!!!

Letting it out..???

Last wed dunno wat happen to me... Was feeling very frustrated and fan but dunno over wat.. maybe too many things on my mind already til i dunno wat to sort out first... The Woman ask me go drink and we meet around 830... I ask Bern to come cos onli me and her like a bit weird and he told me he busy at work will try come asap... Yea another drinking session and after The Woman went hm, we went to Good Gal's place and cont second round since the rest are there..


Bern finally told me wat happen to him the other day... Wow it bring more thoughts to me... Over the pass few wks i really feel like crying everything out but tears just wun drop.. Every morn i can onli c tears dropping when i wear my contact lens.. hahah tat's the lens solution not my tears.. We drank more and more and i also start to think more and more... Beginning to feel so confuse and this time tears really drop~!!! SHIT wrong place for the moment... Dun wanna scare Good Gal so I went out and slowly one by one they came after me... By den i wasn't really listening to wat they were saying to me already... they kept asking me wat happen and whether izzit this or tat... It is only when Bern say this i realise i shld stop and go hm... “我们认识这么多年了，看到你哭我也会很难过。。。”


The next day Good Gal ask me whether am I drunk last nite... she wanna say bye to me but i dunno go where liao... i told her i was sobbing outside...

The Defining Moment

Watching this show somehow remind me of me and Good Gal... We r like Jiaming and Kexin like tat.. Im always trying to noe how she feel towards me but she seems to be always avoiding... Somehow i feel tat she did make an effort and is better to me den last time but she just dun wan tell me how she feel towards me... Tat day Ling Ling join us go drink and she sit beside me.. think cos she super long no go down wif us already Good Gal forget she got come before... She actually ask me who is tat gal~!!! But i also dunno is she jealous or just curious who is tat gal... Haiz....

Drink... Drank... Drunk...

Had been drinking since last tue to fri... tot everything will end last wk but yest Bern's turn to be down... Haiz we were chatting happily den he suddenly jio me drink... think these 2 wks the amount of alcohol taken was so much more den water intake lor... everyone seems so down lately tot im the onli one... anw he dun wan to tell me wat happen think onli thing i can do is to drink wif him ba... TAAA~!!!! I always tell them if im sad PLS really drink wif me therefore im treating them the same way as i wanted them to treat me... actually lately im down and sad also but maybe cos im drinking wif them already, seeing them drunk til like this i somehow dun wish to knock out... try to control myself not to drink so much but yest really nearly gone~!!! long time no super high already... hahah but im impress wif myself sia... hm still can rem to remove my contact lens... put my rings in place... change... la la la la la...

Took cab hm wif Good Gal after the drinking session... at tat point of time i already super high liao... some things i also forget already just rem i like keep on toking and asking her things til she say i very noisy ask me keep quiet... hahaha but i ignore her cont tok to her... ask her to take pic think she c i too shack she say she take.. 1st time took pic wif her in cab... my face like damn Sei lor... think we took 3 times den she deleted away the 1st 2... i still can tell her dun delete... we tok quite a lot yest... dunno wat will happen in future... dunno wat im doing is worth while anot... onli time will tell ba... now i tell myself if she hurt me i wun drink like mad... but who noes... emotional always overrule rational for me... anw no more drinking liao~!!! ARAG~!!!!

The Woman just sms me ask me tmr go drink~!!!! SHIT all my frens really take me as Jiu Gui

nothing matters

seems like sadness are here to stay... not onli stay they bot along their family and frens too... can they all come now since things are already so sucky already... nothing else matters to me now... will happiness appear once they are all gone??? hmmmm...... or will happiness ever appear???

Moody Sun

Since grandpa is not going for the op last nite, after visiting hrs had ended i ask steven out for dinner.. Bern ask me if we r going to drink... Feeling very sad and sianz dun really wan to go hm so early therefore told him to meet for drinks later... Good Gal noe wat happen and ask me y no stay in hospital and wanna come down later.. Told her i very sad later den tell her wat happen.. Call vincent and italy and they said will be there later after they r free... After dinner steven and cynthia went down wif me... If not for wat happen they wun stay til so late wif me ba cos they dun drink and wanna slp early... Haiz me, bern , vincent and italy really drunk a lot... is madness man... i noe drinking doesn't help is just the company i have wif me... somehow makes me feel better... Last time whenever we had family dinner, Grandpa will always tell me fridge got beer go take...

Today Grandpa looks better and can tok already... When he saw me he shake his head say y waste transport money come c him... dunno how to tok to him also... decided to bring him hm since Grandma already keep asking how come he so long still not back... also doc like cannot do much already so quite no point to stay... when he noe can go hm already totally cannot wait to change... straight away wanna come out of bed.. Seeing him like this somehow makes me feel better a bit.. But he said something really make me very sad.. He said the faster he go the better it is... wun create so much trouble for us... Haiz really very sad whenever i think of him leaving us... Now is onli a matter of time... Hope tat he will be happy, enjoying and do the things he like for the remaining period.....

Grandpa @ 92...

It all started in sat when my uncle called me... He stored my HP as my mum's no so I pass to my mum the call.. When their conversation ended i ask my mum wat happen.. She told me grandpa was admitted to the hospital and it seems the doc say he need to undergo operation.. But given his age he may not be able to make it and if he dun undergo op, his life is also in danger~!!! My mum seems to be quite calm when she told me and she say my sis are also on their way to the hospital but she wun be going... After thinking for awhile i decided to go to the hospital too so went to ask my mum if she wan to go along... Found her in the kitchen cooking dinner so i told her no need to cook mine i eat outside and ask if she wan to go... I den realise she was crying already~!!! I hold her hand ask her not to cry and dun cook we go hospital together... Really dunno wat else to say or do and I felt so lost~!!! Xiao Mei went out early in the morn so she shld be dunno wat happen also therefore i called her ask her if she wanna come hm and go hospital together...

When we reached there my sis they all were crying also~!!!! ARAG i went over to c grandpa and he still recognise me and call me... Seeing him shrink til so thin really breaks my heart... The doc was already toking halfway when i went over and he told us to decide by 7pm if grandpa wanna go for the op.. He may go tn if undergo the op but if dun go for op, he may onli have 2wk to a mth left.. Tears already began to form... I was really very sad and lost... Initially we decided to take the risk and go for the op but when the doc came we found out tat even if the op is successful, he may onli have 3-6mths left~!!! WTF~!!!! not even a year~!!! Den wat for go for op and let him suffer even further~!!! After op cfm goto go ICU, put on drip and lotsa needles poking through... even if can recover within a mth still goto lie on bed... how much is left after all this?? Grandpa never wan to go hospital not to even say undergo operation.. Therefore we decide to respect his decision and leave things as it is... How much longer he can be wif us I really dunno..

Wrong Move..???

It all started on wed when The Woman msn me ask me go citilink wif her to collect her things... But I already promise Good Gal to help her setup her laptop so i told The Woman i got things on already... i went hm 1st to settle some stuff and she saw me online... she say tot i going out and i told her yah im waiting for my fren to fetch me... she didn't go collect her things too... thur she ask me again i told her im very tired wan go hm slp early.. it's the truth i really no plan to go out wan go hm slp and she say nvm den... last nite she sms ask me free today anot.. like not very nice to keep rejecting so i told her ok to meet.. But now i feeling very tired again~!!!! hahahha can i go hm slp instead??? Haiz so bored Gal-Next-Door and Gucci Siao all on half day leave.. Left my mum and Bian Bian Lian... not much ppl for me to disturb time crawlsssssss................

Something New...

Yest was having dinner wif Good Gal... She full already so stop eating ask me finish up the rest den she took out a story book to read~!!! I was so amazed esp when i saw the title... is some real life sad story so i ask her she got read such books one ar... Found out tat she read books on those slavery and abuse and how they escape all tat... WOW~!!!! Never would have tot tat she got interest in such things... Hmmm.........

Surprise.. ???

Last sat Good Gal told me this coming wed will give me a surprise.... wait and wait and wait for the day to come... Last nite she say goto delay til sat cos maybe cannot make it today to meet me... Tot goto wait for a few more days but this morn she suddenly msg me say meet me today... la la la la la dunno wat surprise for me... so excited... 2more hrs to go b4 meeting her~!!! YEA~!!!!

Ade

Yest morn receive an sms from Ade... she say she is out for meeting can meet me for lunch... hahah super long no c her liao den she say come my area eat... c her sure happy esp when she start to speak chinese... hahah though she always say she got A for her chinese, the way she speak got an ABC slang... so funny... cannot stop laughing when she start toking in chinese so i tell her we better switch back to english...

She was telling me she wan to go oversea b4 her sch start again.. wanna relax and enjoy a bit but dunno where to go... Her bro will be at japan for work so she was thinking to go wif him den can save on lodging... As usual, she likes to suan ppl so she tell me there got a lot of those temples to pray... she will write one note hope I will be fatter than her~!!!! kaoz... thanx leh~!!!! still give me the wth look and say i look so 2D~!!! AAARRRAAAAGGGGGGGG........

Reservist

The once in a year thingy is here again.. This year will be the last low key... last 1 wk... haiz 1 wk of lousy food... no freedom... totally sianz man.. my fren still can tell me good wat go in save money on meals... yea i force myself to eat the lousy food cos im really damn hungry and i dun wan to spend money on canteen... time really hard to pass inside... nothing much to do at nite except slp but not used to the high pillow and was always hungry at nite... sleepless nitez... lucky Good Gal got sms me still not tat bad...

This year i manage to clear my IPPT~!!! Achievement man never expect it... Was running like mad and forcing myself to go on during the 2.4km run.. After completing everything I vomit liao... feel so much better after vomitting.. hahha slack for too long already... Those who clear can have nites off but most of my kaki no go out so quite no point also.. End up nua wif them in camp... This year was really quite slack staying overnite in the forest.. no mosquitoes... Next year gonna be bad.. haiz...

Karma.. ???

Always used to make fun of Gal Next Door tat as one aged, memory will start to fail u... lately it seems to be happening to me also~!!! SHIT dunno izzit cos I slp too little or cos my lifestyle is so standard these few wks tat there are some things which I seems to cannot rem no matter how hard i try to think back. And is just a few wks ago stuffs~!!! Today at work also weird weird de... After clicking or typing will stun there awhile forget wat i wanted to do...

NNOOOOO~~~!!!!!!!

HOW CAN THIS BE HAPPENING~!!!!

Haiz i was clearing my sms when i saw a reply from The Woman which i totally dun rem she replying me tat~!!! I wasn't drunk when i reply her tat day... Think is really time i shld repent.... Goto go pray pray liao....

*chant* *chant* *chant*

Lately at work....

Haiz last wk was simply terrible... Some vendor came back and terrorize my place... Think she forget tat now she is just a vendor... things are no longer the same... she goto maintain her professional image and dun always so slack and keep fooling around... lolz... and most impt is i dun need to give her face already...

My table always has been messy already... After this terrible mess i goto waste 5mins of my precious working time clearing up... haiz felt so unproductive... since im already unproductive i decided to take some time off to go entertain the vendor...

Does this gives u a professional image?? If not is ok cos vendors r loaded they have other ways of being "professional"... unlike poor ppl like me... la la la la la...

In case u r wondering wat is this pic trying to show... It's just a Hello Kitty pen wif a My Melody display tat's the most expensive... The BIG BAG is worth nothing cos vendors can just leave it lying on the table and walk around disturbing others... eating apples... pointing fingers... OOPPPSSSS~!!!!!

Anw one thing good abt April coming back is i finally get to c San Chong Chang again~!!! Plus a new member coming it somehow brighten up my working hours....

Clumpsy Wednesday

Dunno y this day i like very blur and do a lot of stone stone things... maybe not enough slp ba i like not like myself... Finally endure til end of working hours. My sis called me from UK ask me wan to buy jersey anot... so happy to hear from her... of cos is not happy cos she ask me wan buy jersey anot... after putting down the phone awhile i tot my hp ring again den i take my hp... BUT IT SLIP FROM MY HAND AND DROP~!!!! kaoz this hp wif me for so long 1st time drop til so jialat.. the whole batt came out~!!! SUPER HEART PAIN SIA~!!! but seems to be still functioning well.. I told Good Gal abt it den she say clumpsy is like this de.... sianz diao...

Weird Weird De...

Had been meeting Good Gal for dinner at least once every wk for the past few wks... But Good Gal last wk not free totally no time meet me go eat... Feeling so sianz and weird... Like something missing like tat... think i too used to her giving some time to me already ba... Good Gal planning to go sentosa on Sun and ask us to join... Initially wanted to go but sat all end up clubbing til early morn so Sun outing cancel liao... since no go sentosa liao so ask her wan go eat dinner anot but she say dun feel like going out... sianz one whole wk gone wifout dining wif her...

Yesh so fast mon again back to boring work... Wkends always seems to fly away wifout really doing much things... Haiz dun really feel good plus the stupid color contact lens giving me lotsa prob further spoil my mood... Was smsing Good Gal when she suddenly brighten up my day... She end the msg wif "Later wan go eat..?" WHAHAHAH OF COS I WAN~!!! YEA mon no longer blue.... And of cos... I end the happy day by throwing away the stupid color contact lens... la la la la la

Dairy

Had finished watching the show Good Gal intro me to watch: 溏心风暴... In this show, when the couple broke up, the guy started writing a dairy on the days wifout the gal. In his dairy he wrote wat he felt towards the gal and how he stand at a corner watching her... wishing tat she will be happy and things will go well... After finishing the show i rem when me and The Woman broke up i got write dairy also. Back den i dun wanna anyone to accidentally opened it so i password protect the document.. Guess what~!!??? I FORGET MY PASSWORD~!!!! hahah i purposely choose a different and difficult password... End up now even i cannot rem it. Maybe one day when i finally managed to open the file and read back i will laugh at myself??? Maybe i will wonder izzit really my dairy??? ok now go try to crack my password liao... everyday try a few times hope one day i can finally open it... lolz...

The Woman

Dunno y Cynthia named my ex as The Woman... And she never warn me abt anything but keep saying "How many times must I warn u..?" It all started wif The Woman asking me go clubbing. The 1st time i went wif her cos i was quite sianz at hm and nobody seems to be free. After tat was a shopping trip cum a few more clubbing... Personally i feel nothing wrong cos we r still frens... She never ask me abt personal things and i also no ask her...

Cynthia 1st saw her at Crazy Hours. The Woman was at the opp pub and Bern say super long no c her so ask me to ask her come over. When she left Cynthia ask me who is tat. I told her is my ex den her reaction very funny. "Why u ask The Woman to come over??? Just now Good Gal came wan sit down but saw her den go off liao..." hahaa she always like to exaggerate things...

Last wk was at orchard wif Italy and Vincent waiting to watch the last EPL match. The Woman suddenly call me ask where i am and wif who. She's alone so ask me to eat dinner wif her. Since we got nothing to do also so i told her ok. Otw to taka saw Gal-Next-Door wif BR. hahah ask her to treat me eat dinner she quickly ignore me and go off... Anw dinner was on The Woman and she join us watch match after tat... Went to a pub at selegie to watch the match and i sorta purposely put my HP on the table. Dun wanna give her the wrong impression and also dunno how to tell her im going after Good Gal. Maybe im just thinking too much onli so let Heaven decide ba. haahh she really took my HP to play and saw Good Gal pic.. She say me disgusting put gals picture so i ask her she pretty hor... haahah do i sound natural???

Bian Bian Lian

Tat day was toking to her on msn den she suddenly tell me she wan an english name starting wif the alphabet 'A'.... she give a few names den i tell her April suits her... suddenly she say she wan to be called Adeline or Adelene.... aarrrrraaaagggggg those name dun suit her image lor... April Tan Bee Yen nicer mah~!!!! hahaah.. so from now on i will call her April... la la la la la... 

APRIL TAN BEE YEN~!!!!

April think this is the post tat i owe u rite??? WHAHAHHAH... of cos i still owe u one treat i wun forget lah... is u busy not free not i dun wan treat u lor~~!!!!!!!! And dun forget to help me ask Rav 4 for the things i wan... lolz... 

12/04/2008

Went to this marche like place call Shokodu Japanese restaurant at Raffles City to celebrate Winston birthday. April is a bad month so many ppl's birthday~!!! Goto entertain this and that... First time came to this place walk around and dunno wat to eat.. Wan to eat something different so try the Udon but the portion so small~!!! Arag... finish in a few mouth totally not full... Super long time no eat rosti liao so try tat also... Find this very chio so decide to take this picture instead of the food... haahah can I have this for my bday~!!????? Den i wun scare my mum kick or pinch me liao... HO HO HO.....

Gone again...

Early in the morn when i was walking to MRT i receive Good Gal sms. She board the plane le will be back next wk. Haiz so fast she gone again. Her good fren wedding so bo bian goto go. I told her 1 wk i gonna miss her ar she say will msg me when she there. Dunno she will busy and tired til forget anot. Anw can take this 1 wk to concentrate do my things also. Haiz so fast i start to think of her already. Lucky got record her singing tat time can go listen when i miss her... 

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SCS outing

The last outing wif them i left halfway so this time Eddie keep emphasing i dun put them aeroplane again. Yea im guilty for the last time so this time i told my other frens sat nite im not free already. hhaha Darren wanted to watch Rogue Crocodile but the movie at 10 so after dinner we went to arcade. Try to find some games where 4 ppl can play together since Andrea went to shop around 1st. Play some photo hunt and challenge Air Hockey Table. Still got a lot of tokens left so decide to play another round of Air Hockey Table. Darren say this time which team lost later Da San Bei 1st... hahh whenever he say such things... he always lose.. lucky im not the same team as him. After the boring movie we proceed on to DragonFly. Was discussing abt the boring show outside the toilet when someone poke me from behind. haha the person is Ade. She say her fren bday most prob going Powerhouse or Boiler. I tell her we shld be going DragonFly she say uncle place. KAOZ~!!!! Anw this is me and Eddie...

Last time he always dun wan to drink keep giving excuses but this time i tell him die die must drink wif me. He really onz sia though got try to pour more green tea and pour his drink to others. haha maybe cos i tell him since we both so troubled just drink more ba. We drink quite fast less than 1hr left 1/4 onli... haha but we still sober ba this is the evidence~!!!!

Lucky Lena was at DragonFly also can go find her tok a bit and eat peanuts. But she ask me drink also~!!! sianz tot can go there hide awhile. But she still good to me lah at the end b4 she leave still offer me a glass of pure coke~!!! I still tot she really wan me to gone case. lolz...

Samuel arrived he order 1 cannon of beer~!!! Drink til a bit high liao. Msg Good Gal tell her and ask if she will be coming after work. At first she say no ba shld be going Lunar den i try psycho her but still fail. She say like no one wan to come. Was feeling a bit sad den she suddenly say she coming later. hahah get to c her quite a lot for the wk. When i was leaving she ask me to msg her when im home. No take pic wif her cos by tat time i also a bit shack liao. First time she ask me msg her when im home lor so next day i ask izzit my breadth got very strong liquor smell. She say still ok lah but still can ask me if i rem what i tok to her anot~!!!! -_-'''

Good Gal

Last wk has been really tiring almost everyday slp late so no chance to post. My mum just niao me today ask me to post something. Here goes....

Good Gal was back on mon evening so happy when she sms me. hahah she say she tanned a bit liao and there really quite relax. But food wise not very nice. Went to her workplace on tue, thur and fri but this time not i initiate to go there one. Last time i always jio my frenz to go but now they like wan to go relax. haah is the truth k... but anw i also happy lah cos can get to c her and tok to her. My latest pic wif her~!!! Can c she really got a bit tanned hor??? lolz...

We both like very tired smile also like quite mian qiang like tat hor. but overall still compatible lah... la la la la la... anw this is wat she bot for me. First gift from her~!!!

Good Boy

Friday has always been the day to go out to enjoy after a week of boring work. Steven was away so left me and italy. Vincent will be meeting us later so we went to arcade to kill some time. Haiz wasted 1 buck on 2 games, both play til last stage den lose... too long no play liao waste money. Duno y was feeling sianz when leaving den suddenly saw a familiar face queueing up to draw money. haha she also pop her head out when she saw me. Is Ade~!!! quite some time no c her liao she say she going for wedding dinner. Chat a bit on soccer den i say i msg her again. Her hair long liao den tied up nice sia...

After having dinner we went to Good Gal place. Suddenly rem quite some time no c Bern so ask him to come also. Kaoz already nuaing at hm say lazy to come. hahha force him to come since we not going hm early. Never expect to drink so much again. I always tell ppl i dun drink liao but was getting a bit bored so we start playing games again. So in the end....

1 gone case and 1 stomache....

Left wif 2 happy men laughing away. Long time no play until so siao liao. Haiyoz drink so much im not sad yet leh~!!! Maybe tat's y so little casualty ba. lolz Good Gal ask y drink beer and martel i tell her they wan to drink not me. tok quite a lot to her but some part was playing games wif them so a bit goto multitask den catch a bit here and there. hahah i can multitask one not like some ppl~!!! u all noe who u r lor no need me to say hor... OPPPSSS~!!!!

Sat was resting at hm den saw Gal Next Door online. she ask me a weird qns y i at hm? Obvious leh me Good Boy mah tat's y at hm lor. hahah Good Boy and Good Gal so compatible hor.. WHHAHAHA... Sun was suppose to wake up latest by 12 to prepare go out but i almost overslpt~!!! Lucky Good Gal msg me at 12 say she going bintan now back den msg me if not i sure gonna be super damn late. Haiz she going wif her family this time lucky for 1 day onli. She gonna be back soon can start counting down already~!!! YEA~!!!

Shocked

It has started for almost 1mth already and is my first time logging in to see for this year. Yes me refering to Income Tax E-filing. Expect this year to be a bit need to pay but when i login to c i stared at the figure~!!! Totally out of my expectation~!!! KAOZ they must have calculated wrongly how can the amount be so much~!!! Totally cannot believed it till i saw the deduction part. hahha ok lah after deducting the figure seems ok to me.

Saw my ex-sleeping buddy online and he say im slacking never do my job. How come his name still inside the list and he receive the login letter.

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if i got the ability i will be the onli one not getting lor... Time really flies... Im here for quite some time already. so many things have changed. Onli thing no change is me ba. im still so slack~!!! hahaah still trying to improve my slacking skills.. HAIZ... anw tat day was toking to An De Lu and to my surprise he say im still ok in his team last time~!!!! haaha must be consoling me think im the most troublesome and always finding problem for him one... sometimes thinking back... i feel bad for it lah but apart from all these, i always try to complete his things on time... im still responsible one lor~!!! la la la la la....

Sleepless nitez

For the past few days I have not been sleeping well, kept on waking up in the middle of the nite. Actually is quite norm lah just tat these few days when i was awake a lot of things came to my mind. haha im not onli thinking of Good Gal lah still got other things bothering me. Though today is the last day of work for this wk, im very very shack already. Lucky tmr friday is good no need go work. Was having dinner halfway den receive Steven sms. He gonna meet Cynthia for dinner later ask if i wan to join. hahah of cos i dun mind more food so he say come fetch me later. Think after Good Gal went overseas i have been eating much much more.

Anw this post would not have appear if not for wat happen in his car. Was msging another fren and waiting for his reply. After awhile a sms came and i was expecting his reply. To my surprise Good Gal msg me~!!! She say things there not very nice but very exp and she dunno wat to buy for me also so maybe get me a perfume. haha but as wat Steven had said.. her sms was the best gift for me already lor. I was busy replying Good Gal after tat and no really pay attention to wat Steven say. So i tell him i busy now not free to entertain him. lolz he say i can go to the back seat to sit liao. After picking Cynthia i ask her if she thinks I got chance anot. Her reply was can say got but also like dun have...

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such a nice ans. So i cont to ignore the 2 of them after tat. Good Gal like not enjoying over there. 3 more days and she will be back~!!!! SO HAPPY AR~!!!

Lastly no pic of my supper was taken. The reason is very very simple. No time to take pic of my nice supper at east coast cos busy smsing Good Gal~!!! la la la la la...

Bon Voyage

Good Gal just msg me she boarding already. Haiz c her msg feel so lost. will sleepless nitez daunt me??? Will I have mood swing??? She say 1 wk very fast one but...

1 wk is 7 days...

7 days is 168hrs...

168hrs is 10080mins...

and it goes on and on... the point is... Im starting to miss her already~!!! ARAG life gonna get sucky now...

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million words

I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

Cause you're far away

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Cause I'm looking at your picture

Cause it's all I've got

Welcome to the zoo zooo zooooo.....

It's been a long long time since i last visited this place. We set off at 11am and decided to have lunch first since there's not much choices of food over there and it started to drizzle a bit. Reached our destination at about 1230. Not much changes to this place think the onli change is tat we all have grown up ba. The crowds there are mostly tourists, families and couples. Took a few pic of the animals tat interest me. Introducing the white polar bear...

Follow by white tigers...

And lastly... the penguins...

As it is still early we decided to go to IMM to walk around and have dinner. Msg KJ den realise he not working there anymore. Haiz 1yr plus no c him already just not fated ba. Steven treat us to pepper lunch saying it was his farewell treat. Choy u going for 2wks onli say until like this. Hhaha dunno y tat was my 1st reaction to him. Anw halfway thr dinner i got a sms. It was Good Gal~!!! She ask me if im ok yest and today no hear from me. I put down my HP cont eat den steven scold me say I 掉起来卖！Italy was laughing down there. No lor im just thinking yest i msn her she say she busy packing mah. I wun do tat to her one lor. haha so i stop eating and reply her. As usual they eat finish liao waiting for me. Cynthia say im very slow lor. la la la la la...

Abusive Mum???

My mum always like to pinch and kick me. Sometimes i dun even noe wat i did wrongly. Lately off work have been taking train wif my mum cos she dropping off at cityhall and things are getting worse~!!! Like yest she was looking at her own reflection and telling me she's cute and pretty. I just tell her the truth tat Good Gal is cuter and prettier den her she angry liao and start pinching me. I took out my HP to compare and show her she wan throw my HP away~!!! Haiz... Y i have this kind of mum? Other ppl's mum dote their children so much y my mum treat me this way? I just dun understand y...

Rainy Tuesday, 11/03/2008

Just saw Ai Ge Lin put in the chat box tat i got no new post so boring. But if i post everyday den like so no privacy u all noe wat im doing everyday??? lolz no lah is cos everyday is so routine to me tat got nothing special to post. everyday read the same thing also boring mah... im a boring person u all shld noe... Anw since i no mention anything abt Good Gal i sure use this opp to tok abt her.

Good Gal will be going overseas next week so i ask her during last week if she will be free to meet me for dinner b4 she go. she say this wk shld be ok remind her again. hahah no need set reminder i also will rem to ask her again lor. yah i noe im biased. la la la la la... mon comes and she say probably tue or wed. Finally set on tue during tue afternoon. Totally no mood to work after tat just waiting for time to knock off. OOPPSSSSS~!!!! The previous dinner i decide on the location so i ask her to think think wat she wan to eat. Escargot was the answer. She say this place not bad so we go there eat.

The atmosphere here quite good. Got antique feel. Good Gal say she very hungry den we still goto wait for table. So we browse the menu outside and decide wat to order. Once sitted we order liao. She focus on the escargot and no notice much on other food. I saw like got salmon so ask her she wan eat anot since is her favourite also. haha she give me the blur blur look and ask got salmon meh? When i show her she say ohh.. ok lor. SO CUTE~!!! hahah we order a bit here and there but the serving not very big so still ok.

smoked salmon came 1st follow by 2 escargots den the soups. i tell Good Gal i dunno how to eat the escargots so she show me. hhaha she ate until so happy. Halfway thr the soup she suddenly say wan tell me a secret. I stun for awhile and stare at her. She say she full already~!!! lolz i tot wat big thing scare me sia. lucky when the pork and steak come the portion not very big also. The steak VERY VERY NICE~!!! I cut a bit give Good Gal try she also say nice. Is really nice lor cos after trying she say wan somemore. After finishing she ask if i full anot. maybe i got the hungry look still ba den she say i eat a lot. Notice tat she staring at the table beside us got escargots also i ask her dun go steal ppl's food. In the end we order another half dozen to share.

In case u all are wondering how come no pic of food or Good Gal... The reason is very simple: is all my fault. Got a few time i just sit down there and stare at her smiling. She saw me den ask me y. haah think i really happy to eat wif her ba so totally forget to take any pic. Anw the day ends wif meeting my hangout kakis at her workplace. Yes im really serious abt her. Dunno wat will happen in future but one thing for sure, i will try my best. If things did not turn out the way i hope for, i noe my hangout kakis will definitely be there for me. Not to forget all my frens whom i met at diff phrases of my life.

Ex- ...

When most ppl c the word ex-... think the first thing tat comes to our mind will be our ex-lovers. Please do not be mistaken i m definitely not thinking or gonna tok abt my ex-lovers cos is been sooo sooooo loonnnngggg ago already... im not a heartless creature but lately nothing much to mention abt them.. so wat will it be??

A few wks ago some1 told me she's going to taipei soon. She's so happy and looking forward to it and she told me when she's back she will have another day of leave so we can go ktv. But Ai Ge Lin not free so she say she'll come back find us instead. Tat day never came. Maybe she's tired after the long trip. Maybe she got other impt things to do so i never ask her wat happen. After tat Gal-Next-Door told me we've been forgotten~!!! She buy things back for this and tat BUT NOT US~!!! Haiz is ok im just her Hi-Bye-Friend. Last few days ive been reading her blog from Day 1 to Day 3... So many nice food and nice scenaries~!!! Can onli envy her and wish tat one day i'll get the chance to go too.

The trigger came when i saw my blog chatbox. She say i never mention abt her~!!! So now im gonna formally introduced this person. The creator and cause of my agony. If not for her i would not be known as 'Ah Wang'. She is non other den Bian Bian Lian~!!! Me foolishly tot tat im at least consider a fren to her... min also a Hi-Bye-Friend... but now i noe already... Im just a forgotten Ex-colleague... An ex-colleague who used to be bullied and tramatized of her...

IT Show

Finally decided to get a new printer to replace my old bubble jet. This poor little bubble jet has served me for almost 8yrs. Shld be around my poly time. Let's have a look at this long service award winner...

Does it look as old, hagged and yellowish as my mum~!??? lolz she also worked for 8yrs already~!!! Wat a nice resemblance...

Was considering between epson and canon til my sis ask me to get tat higher end canon printer! WOW stupid me was still looking at the lower end one. haah onli prob is tat dunno will use tat much anot. But since she say so den i just decide on tat one. The last day of IT Show was still packed wif ppl. Haiz they just have no places to go to. Goto squeeze thr my way from point to point. Went to HP followed by epson and lastly canon cos their booth happen to be stationed this way. wasn't really paying much attention to HP and epson since i already quite decided on canon.

When i reached canon booth i saw a familiar face. Is AH BENG~!!! haah quickly inform the rest to make sure tat i had not mistaken. went up to him and ask a stupid qns: "erm epson or canon better?" of cos canon lah... so i just ask him which model is better and he ask a chio female salesgal to attend to me. the rest of them was so busy looking at other salesgal and totally ignore me. haiz if onli i have friends...

Had a hard time rolling this big and bulky printer back to our transport. Haiz if onli i have friends i will have some help. Ohh not to forget... if onli i have friends i will not get pasted by unwanted things... HAIZ...

Day 2 at new seat

This is the 2nd day since we moved down to the so called 'new' office. Is still freezing down here~!!! Haiz life getting from bad to worse. No more Ai Ge Lin to disturb when im bored... No more Ai Ge Lin to ask when i need help... No more Ai Ge Lin there to entertain me... Time to be independent again. HAIZ... Ohh almost forget my new seat.

haha very messy rite??? yea yea haven finish rearranging. But overall is a bad place cos ppl walking pass can c my screen~!!! And all those toys~!!! hahah pass few years have been stealing and snatching til i also dunno which belongs to who. Maybe one day Ai Ge Lin, Mum, Gal-Next-Door or Hui Ge Lin can come help me tidy up??? lolz

My mum keep asking me y i no post. When i say im busy she say can just spend 15mins to post. But lately u no do silly things for me to brag about leh. WHAHAHAH... only if posting can be log inside my timeO. anw... before i forget... today Hui Ge Lin outcast me again~!!! She treat them to lunch when im not there~!!! Im so sad... I noe she hate me...

New Kallang Leisure Park???

Last wkend had been raining and raining. So nice to zzzZZZ that I almost forget we goto go out earlier on sat. The building outlook seems to be the same after renovation.

Just before entering we notice some restaurant outside. Wonder when can we have another feast.

Went in and saw a few interesting shop but guess wat's the place tat make us stop?

haha tat is not bite by me~!!!! Steven ate it b4 i can stop him in time~!!! Anw is still a donut just a bit the.... Still got quite a few shops not open but overall the ice skating is still there.. bowling.. arcade.. plus a cinema... May turn out to be our new hang out place???

Busy Busy...

When I first shown Gal-Next-Door this blog she ask why i no post only got about me... when my Mum saw she say is a resort not chalet so low class~!!! XUETE~!!! the point is it is an 'willingly' joined outing lor... haiz she dun get my point... after that me stuck wif this name... no one calls my name anymore... I wonder if they still rem my name... Haiz...

Wanted to post some pic den realise i no take Gal-Next-Door picture.. my Mum is always pointing fingers cannot show... so can onli show my cute little sis pic...

Ta Da... Freshly out of the paperbag and trying to steal mooncake~!!! yea Mum she's cute i noe but pls dun keep changing my HP wallpaper to her pic... like this how Son find gf~!??? HAIZ... Anw i already told Mum 18yrs later i will bring sis go clubbing... hmm den will I be like someone??? 40yrs old bring a 18yrs old little gal go out??? XUETE~!!! I dun wan to be classified as ...... ARAG NITEMARE~!!!!