Middle of the nite..

Purposely went to slp early.. So damn tired and dun wan to think anymore.. But y muz l be awake after a weird dream?!! Tosing around for hrs le simply cun get to slp.. Think and think also dunno think for wad shit!! WHO AM I??? I AM JUX NOTHING!!! THE MORE I THINK AND KNOW, I JUX FEEL WORST!!! I can onli be angry wif myself.. Y am I still so affected by it.. Is this my limit le?? Haiz how much more can I take??