Again~!!!

Yea yea I drank a lot again yest... This morn totally so shack til i cannot wake up... Still feeling so damn drunk... So tempted to take urgent leave den suddenly rem Hui Ge Lin buying bread for me and is too late to sms her not to buy liao... Drag myself out and prepared for work... Haiz the alcohol breath still so strong~!!! Cun even smell my own perfume... nbz

Initially im going find Good Gal alone den suddenly italy and vincent also free to come... Since bern jux back from beijing so sms him San Que Yi again ask if his coming... im earliest again so wait and wait and wait for them to arrive... hahha bern always called me at the wrong time... im toking to Good Gal again den he call say he coming wif 2 frenz... wow today big party sia so many ppl... as usual vincent always last to arrive so ask him to drink again... kaoz this time they so fierce 2 jugs 2 jugs like this order... yea yea play games and target vincent liao... idiot one lose liao dun wan drink pour on the floor... SHIT WASTE MONEY~!!! all drink beer like drink water like dat awhile nia already finish 8 jugs~!!! i go toilet come back another 2 full jugs... siao one... bern went to buy sweet den come back tell me outside fighting again... yawnz always like this... he told me Good Gal outside i dun wan go c ar~!!??? i take some time to process wad he said and went out... bern always will follow me out... so many ppl outside and so many shouting~!!! saw Good Gal dragging ppl away... ohh jux trying to stop ppl from fighting... after awhile police came liao ppl also slowly disperse... 

Went back and saw 2 more jugs~!!!! kaoz italy say vincent say ok still can drink den order one.. den stupid vincent came out of toilet say cannot liao and went off... arag already drink so much liao still got... haiz chop chop finish off and left le... ppl also wan to close shop liao dun wan delay too long... in cab tat time cmi liao ask uncle for plastic bag to vomit... dunno y vomit a little onli den feeling super super shack... so suay still got road block den goto put seat belt... hmm cannot rem wad happen to the plastic bag... where did i threw it~!!???

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3rd Nov

yea yea... happy birthday to myself...

M Back~!!!

Yes yes yes... me back from taipei long long time ago already... Busy wif Good Gal lately so no time update onli... Sometimes I also dunno whether izzit im asking too much from her or i think too much... Can feel tat she really got somehow try to make me feel secure... But den... there's still time when i feel insecure... maybe is the diff way we think certain things ba... make me somehow lose confident in myself... Haiz... As wad she said... Our relationship is complicated but simple to say we r jux frens now... Maybe i shouldn't give her additional stress and pressure now...

Taipei

Yea im leaving for Taipei tmr... dun really have the excited or look forward to mood but think i will still enjoy the trip ba... My Mum, Bian Bian Lian, Hui Ge Lin and Gal Next Door all very worried i wun be back... so in order for them to help me cont blogging, I decided to pass them my password...

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If I really dun make it back... Please miss me and help me cont blogging... Cya all next wk~!!!!! lolz

SOO SWEEETTTT~!!!!!

Fri nite I went off without telling Good Gal again... My fren not in good mood dun wanna wait for me and went out goto go after him... The next day Good Gal call me when she wake up ask if im ok~!!! Her voice sound so sweet and gentle... Give me a very diff feel from her sia~!!! ARAG I MISS TAT MOMENT~!!!

Letting it out..???

Last wed dunno wat happen to me... Was feeling very frustrated and fan but dunno over wat.. maybe too many things on my mind already til i dunno wat to sort out first... The Woman ask me go drink and we meet around 830... I ask Bern to come cos onli me and her like a bit weird and he told me he busy at work will try come asap... Yea another drinking session and after The Woman went hm, we went to Good Gal's place and cont second round since the rest are there..


Bern finally told me wat happen to him the other day... Wow it bring more thoughts to me... Over the pass few wks i really feel like crying everything out but tears just wun drop.. Every morn i can onli c tears dropping when i wear my contact lens.. hahah tat's the lens solution not my tears.. We drank more and more and i also start to think more and more... Beginning to feel so confuse and this time tears really drop~!!! SHIT wrong place for the moment... Dun wanna scare Good Gal so I went out and slowly one by one they came after me... By den i wasn't really listening to wat they were saying to me already... they kept asking me wat happen and whether izzit this or tat... It is only when Bern say this i realise i shld stop and go hm... “我们认识这么多年了，看到你哭我也会很难过。。。”


The next day Good Gal ask me whether am I drunk last nite... she wanna say bye to me but i dunno go where liao... i told her i was sobbing outside...

The Defining Moment

Watching this show somehow remind me of me and Good Gal... We r like Jiaming and Kexin like tat.. Im always trying to noe how she feel towards me but she seems to be always avoiding... Somehow i feel tat she did make an effort and is better to me den last time but she just dun wan tell me how she feel towards me... Tat day Ling Ling join us go drink and she sit beside me.. think cos she super long no go down wif us already Good Gal forget she got come before... She actually ask me who is tat gal~!!! But i also dunno is she jealous or just curious who is tat gal... Haiz....