Letting it out..???

Last wed dunno wat happen to me... Was feeling very frustrated and fan but dunno over wat.. maybe too many things on my mind already til i dunno wat to sort out first... The Woman ask me go drink and we meet around 830... I ask Bern to come cos onli me and her like a bit weird and he told me he busy at work will try come asap... Yea another drinking session and after The Woman went hm, we went to Good Gal's place and cont second round since the rest are there..


Bern finally told me wat happen to him the other day... Wow it bring more thoughts to me... Over the pass few wks i really feel like crying everything out but tears just wun drop.. Every morn i can onli c tears dropping when i wear my contact lens.. hahah tat's the lens solution not my tears.. We drank more and more and i also start to think more and more... Beginning to feel so confuse and this time tears really drop~!!! SHIT wrong place for the moment... Dun wanna scare Good Gal so I went out and slowly one by one they came after me... By den i wasn't really listening to wat they were saying to me already... they kept asking me wat happen and whether izzit this or tat... It is only when Bern say this i realise i shld stop and go hm... “我们认识这么多年了，看到你哭我也会很难过。。。”


The next day Good Gal ask me whether am I drunk last nite... she wanna say bye to me but i dunno go where liao... i told her i was sobbing outside...