Had been drinking since last tue to fri... tot everything will end last wk but yest Bern's turn to be down... Haiz we were chatting happily den he suddenly jio me drink... think these 2 wks the amount of alcohol taken was so much more den water intake lor... everyone seems so down lately tot im the onli one... anw he dun wan to tell me wat happen think onli thing i can do is to drink wif him ba... TAAA~!!!! I always tell them if im sad PLS really drink wif me therefore im treating them the same way as i wanted them to treat me... actually lately im down and sad also but maybe cos im drinking wif them already, seeing them drunk til like this i somehow dun wish to knock out... try to control myself not to drink so much but yest really nearly gone~!!! long time no super high already... hahah but im impress wif myself sia... hm still can rem to remove my contact lens... put my rings in place... change... la la la la la...
Took cab hm wif Good Gal after the drinking session... at tat point of time i already super high liao... some things i also forget already just rem i like keep on toking and asking her things til she say i very noisy ask me keep quiet... hahaha but i ignore her cont tok to her... ask her to take pic think she c i too shack she say she take.. 1st time took pic wif her in cab... my face like damn Sei lor... think we took 3 times den she deleted away the 1st 2... i still can tell her dun delete... we tok quite a lot yest... dunno wat will happen in future... dunno wat im doing is worth while anot... onli time will tell ba... now i tell myself if she hurt me i wun drink like mad... but who noes... emotional always overrule rational for me... anw no more drinking liao~!!! ARAG~!!!!
The Woman just sms me ask me tmr go drink~!!!! SHIT all my frens really take me as Jiu Gui
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