Drunk?

I cried not cos lm drunk.. cos lm really feeling very upset.. I can no longer convince myself..

Am I stupid or wad??!!!

Yea Im not onli stupid... but im also fcuking dumb~!!!!

To think tat I still tot it is my fault....

What a fool I have been...

Weekend Companion

Jux wanna be alone, drinking and reminisce... dunno when it started and for how many wkends already... it has been part of my life already...

SMS

Dun wanna wake up so early and has been nuaing in bed for quite some time le... suddenly i miss the times when her sms woke me up... thinking and thinking til i doze off again... a familiar ringtone rings... is my hp sms... but... is not from her... and it will never be her again... time to wake up le...

Middle of the nite..

Purposely went to slp early.. So damn tired and dun wan to think anymore.. But y muz l be awake after a weird dream?!! Tosing around for hrs le simply cun get to slp.. Think and think also dunno think for wad shit!! WHO AM I??? I AM JUX NOTHING!!! THE MORE I THINK AND KNOW, I JUX FEEL WORST!!! I can onli be angry wif myself.. Y am I still so affected by it.. Is this my limit le?? Haiz how much more can I take??

only lonely

A very old song of S.H.E and has been following me all this while.. Has been thinking a lot lately.. Wad do I really wan?? Who will be there for me?? Happy moment jux dun last.. Alone, drinking, missing..

Feeling lost

Things used to be within my control... But now things are beyond my control... haiz the feeling simply sux... but wad can i do..??? or did i choose to do nothing..???