Addicted~!!!!

All Bian Bian Lian and Gal Next Door fault~!!! They have been taking turns to influence me drink coke~!!! ARAGGG today whole day no drink coke suddenly got the craving to drink now... haiz jux finish drinking... Die die die.... all the caffeines~!!! think im gonna die soon again~!!!

So many addiction... So many cravings... haiz how to get the rest??? Can anybody tell me??? Life simply sux again...

Losta weird dreamz..?

Has been lying in bed since 1 am but still cun get to slp.. My mind seems to be very alert and dunno wad am l thinking.. R those jux my tots or r they dreamz? I also cannot differentiate.. lucky im not working later can slp more! Gonna be damn shack sunday for me..

One is boring....

Silly Gal Next Door took this picture wif her iphone and beautified it... Still email me asking me to post... haiz ok lor bo bian she too not serious le we r discussing a very serious topic yet she is playing... yawnz...

hahaha serious men are the most charming one... la la la after watching the show and hearing this sentence i decide to post... COS IM SO SERIOUS IN THIS PICTURE~!!! though look a bit daze in it... hmm but den think im always too not serious le... haiz... anw... 1 picture is too boring le so i decided to post another picture I took last fri...

WAH SUCH A MESSY WORKSTATION~!!! think it shldn't belong to Gal Next Door ba so turn off... la la la...

Boring sat

Didn't drink much today... but still im not happy... jux dun understand wad is happening to me... Happiness seems so far away and it's been quite some time since i've seen them... wondering when will they ever come again soon... Things are coming and im forced to accept them... Do I ever have a choice..??? Nobody ask me for my opinion at all...

My memory is not mine

Not long after cheering me up... u ask me to send u song~!!! and is sad song again~!!! pls go to my pc and delete away this song~!!! ARAGGGG.... SLAP~!!!

我的回忆不是我的

女:伤心的总会任性 灰心的总会用气力

将最好的过去 将最多的细碎

锁到 属於你的眼睛

男:失恋的不够耐性 失恋的不信是注定

於最黑的世界 於最光的刹那

感到 属於你的气息

合:即使很多一起过的 想起的通通你的

为着是浪漫的爱情

男:通通都可再见 但承诺可再听

合:什麽可不变色 Oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

女:回忆不再受制於我 我承认

合:回忆也许你的 当晚与你记住流水声

今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你 回头总是虔诚

谁能怪我 总是太感性

男:失恋的都有惰性 失恋的都记住约定

女:当理想的世界 当理想的刹那

因爱 无分你的我的

合:即使很多一起过的 想起的通通你的

为着是浪漫的爱情

男:通通都可再见 但承诺可再听

合:什麽可不变色 Oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

女:回忆不再受制於我 我承认

合:回忆也许你的 当晚与你记住流水声

今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你 回头总是虔诚

谁能怪我 总是太感性

合:当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

男:回忆不再受制於我 我承认 回忆也许你的

合:当晚与你记住流水声 今晚站在大地自己倾听

男:难道送别你 回头总是虔诚 　

合:谁能怪我 总是太感性

Think is the 3rd or 4th time Gal-Next-Door show me this liao...

没有人有义务让你快乐

幸福是自己争取的

在这世界上，有很多东西是无法改变的

如果真的无法改变，选择放弃或许会更快乐

I noe too but saying is easier den doing rite... memories jux flash by and songs jux remind me of things... my memory is not mine anymore... anw the first few songs im gonna delete will be ur STUPID SHOW SONGS~!!!! SHIT HIM KISS MY CHENG LIN~!!! ROAARRRR... u reminded me to scold him again~!!!

Dark Fridazzzzzzzz

Consecutive 2 fridays my mood has been super bad... and today is still friday the 13~!!! Dun really believe in such stuff but jux cun tune my mood up... im like so angry wif myself but i dunno wad im angry abt... jux feel so fcuk up... totally cannot sort my thinking out... think im really going mad cos im so so so angry til i can feel my temperature keep raising... as if im having fever like tat... was really wondering will my blood vessel suddenly burst and i jux die like this... hmm... and last friday i didn't realise i shouted at Ling ge Ling~!!! she keep on asking me wad happen, izzit becos of her til i really cannot take it and burst out at her... haiz getting out of control liao...

Anw this post is intended for... GAL-NEXT-DOOR~!!! hahha cos she is the one who cheered me up during these 2 dark days... she always make some silly comment, ohh no is silly statement since she is not COMMENTING~!!! Yea i do feel bad abt laughing and suaning her esp when she said is ok let me suan since my mood is bad... WOW~!!! I do have true frens there for me... not like those fake and disgusting ppl... btw i really mean it when i said dun get EEE PC and get toshiba instead~!!! hahah i told u the reason already wor so PLS GET TOSHIBA~!!! u can slap me at every statement i made jux get toshiba ar~!!! la la la... lastly... it is still EOTY~!!!! hahaha thanx for cheering me up... though i noe u didn't put in much effort... COS IS THE NATURAL U~!!! SILLY COMMENT, SILLY DOINGS, AND LATELY.... MEMORIES STUCK IN FEW MTHS BACK~!!! OPPPSSSS

Happy Birthday to u...

This year the person giving u flower will be diff.. The person celebrating wif u will be diff.. And the person whom l will be celebrating wif will be diff.. I will no longer be there for u anymore.. Do take care and may ur dreams come true..

对的人

Im listening to this song sang by 戴爱玲 again... Am I still waiting or has the person already appear??? or has the person already appear but I let it slip??? Do I settle down jux for the sake of settling down or do I wait for the special one to settle down wif...??? Im so so so tired...

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　

感觉很重要 宁可空白了手　

等候一次　真心的拥抱

我相信在这个世界上　

一定会遇到

对的人出现 在眼角

Reap what you sow...

Last time I always used to joke tat I goto rush home to keep clothes... Now this is really happening already~!!! So tired lately suddenly got more and more things to do... Goto help out in housework and stay at home... cannot slp well... eat also not full... so damn tired and dun feel like doing anything... ESPECIALLY WORK~!!! Wad's worst is tat there is nothing to look forward to~!!! Life is not onli boring.... IT IS TOTALLY.. ULTIMATELY..

A

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M

L

E

S

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This is where I need to go...

Lately haven been slping well.. Keep on awake in the middle of the nite and cannot get back to slp... Mux be too much things on my mind and too anxious le... Hope things will get better from now on...

1st post wif hp

I am missing her.. but l cannot sms her.. y izzit the more l drink the more l miss her.. y doesn't she msg me? wad is she doing now? i hope l will noe...

Best Actor & Actress Of The Year

Introducing... Our best Actor, Mr Moo, and our best Actress, Miss Poor Thing of the year~!!! This year's compeitition was a totally trash down... Mr Moo and Miss Poor Thing has totally and brutally trash all competitors to win their awards.... To be continued....

386 De Jie Si Lin

When I changed my seat in office a few months ago... this 386 keep on laughing at me and I dunno wad she is laughing at~!!! maybe i really keep on saying damn stupid things tat she keep laughing ba... no matter wad i say she will be laughing... hahah really feel like getting back at her so i start to disturb her also... every morn her BEST FREN will come tok tok tok and laugh laugh laugh... so irritating tat i asked 386 to give him a seat so i wun get to c him.. now tat I moved again there wun be anymore chances for me... SIANZZZZZ...

Always tell her im sleepy den she got the 7 dwarfs and one of them is SLEEPY~!!! so she put SLEEPY to face me... wah kaoz make me even more feel like sleeping~!!! after toking a while realise she got one prob... SHE IS SLOW~!!!! WHAHHAHAHH during our group chat she will always dun get it... slow in understanding etc... tat's y i called her 386~!!! in PC term, 386 is a very very old and slow processor~!!!! la la la... so happy after giving her this name.... but den after reading her blog I realise she not really tat slow leh... hahah her blog script 88 is niceeeee

1st attempt after 1 and a half years...

hahaha is really terrible... totally cannot run anymore... last time when im still in ns, chop chop anyhow run also can below 11mins... now totally cannot make it~!!! Goto run 6 rounds around the track and 1st round was 1min 45sec nia... I was thinking maybe can make it... 2nd round stomach start to cramp already and finish at 3min 40sec~!!! totally give up hope and start walking as my cramp gets more and more significant... ARAG goto improve by 3mins in 3 weeks~!!! if not no more kfc hotwings drumlets from Bian Bian Lian~!!! forget tat next wk there's a PH... hahaha maybe can ask Bian Bian Lian to give me 1 more wk... la la la la MUST PASS~!!!

No More Excuses...

Finally force myself to start jogging again... The time has come to clear IPPT again~!!! SIANZATION~!!! Must pass again this time~!!! ROOAAAARRRRRRRR

无奈。。。

要走的，留不住。。。

留的住的，就不会走。。。

I LOVE MY MUM~!!!

reaching hm at this timing and haven even had dinner yet... already prepared myself tat i goto cook maggi mee again jux to realise tat my mum had help me warm my dinner b4 she go slp~!!! wow so touched sia~!!! everything seems wrong today but it ends wif a good ending... at least my mum cheer me up wif such caring act... hope is a good start for this brand new day~!!!

14 July 2009

think i will never forget this day... so many surprises for me... it was meant to be a surprise but yet im the one who get the surprise... but is ok.. losing something insignificent and yet get something i never dream of before... how i wish time will always stop at tat moment..... aaaarrrraaaaggggggggggg

愛的主旋律

This is the first song I purposely go learn cos tat time Good Gal like to sing this... It has been so so long already... think got 1yr plus since we sing together again... today we finally sing again~!!! she also rem this is sorta our first song.... SO HAPPY~!!! yea some hipcups in the starting as I too gan cheong already no realise my mic no on... lolz... she say my singing got improve liao... la la la la la... enjoy the song~!!!

是你在那個雨季

闖進我生命帶

著一點任性和迷路的表情

是你在那個雨季

趕走了孤寂

溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定

天上億萬顆星星

我卻只看見妳

要說這是幸運

還是不可思議

身邊有太多風景

我卻停在這裡

說我傻的可以

還不是因為你

是妳的聲音

帶給我勇氣戀

愛的頻率

直達我心底

如果妳願意

是的我願意

來做我幸福的主旋律

從前都是謎

現在我相信

天空會放晴

愛會更甜蜜

如果妳願意

是的我願意

愛的主旋律

永遠唱下去

啦啦啦

if onli she meant this part of the song... how nice tat would be....

身邊有太多風景
我卻停在這裡
說我傻的可以
還不是因為你

but i really meant this when i sang it wor....

天上億萬顆星星
我卻只看見妳
要說這是幸運
還是不可思議

If onli....

life is like a game.. u can save and load whenever u wan... how nice tat would be... everyone shld be able to have a perfect life... no regrets no mistakes... and best of all, u can always go back to the part u wan... but will things be more boring this way??? hmm....

Jaded...

and lost... Sometimes i dunno wad im doing also... getting tired of everything... nothing seems to motivate me... yearn for someone to be there for me but she's not always available... how long more can i go on...

Valentine's Day

Hur hur super long time no post le... Got lotsa pictures during the last xmas and new year but since pass so long le they shall not appear here anymore... This is the 2nd VDay I go find good gal... she also noe sia... though she quite bo sim de... ok lah since she also noe tat den dun be too calculative le...

My HP very lag when taking pictures nowadays.. getting more and more worse le.. I look so stun during the first shot..

Good Gal aim too corner le we not in the center... nvm nvm now is digital age already not a good shot can take again...

hahah the final shot... ok lah Good Gal snap til tired le she no smile tat sweet liao... anw this will do... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL~!!!