Monday, July 14, 2008

Grandpa @ 92...

It all started in sat when my uncle called me... He stored my HP as my mum's no so I pass to my mum the call.. When their conversation ended i ask my mum wat happen.. She told me grandpa was admitted to the hospital and it seems the doc say he need to undergo operation.. But given his age he may not be able to make it and if he dun undergo op, his life is also in danger~!!! My mum seems to be quite calm when she told me and she say my sis are also on their way to the hospital but she wun be going... After thinking for awhile i decided to go to the hospital too so went to ask my mum if she wan to go along... Found her in the kitchen cooking dinner so i told her no need to cook mine i eat outside and ask if she wan to go... I den realise she was crying already~!!! I hold her hand ask her not to cry and dun cook we go hospital together... Really dunno wat else to say or do and I felt so lost~!!! Xiao Mei went out early in the morn so she shld be dunno wat happen also therefore i called her ask her if she wanna come hm and go hospital together...

When we reached there my sis they all were crying also~!!!! ARAG i went over to c grandpa and he still recognise me and call me... Seeing him shrink til so thin really breaks my heart... The doc was already toking halfway when i went over and he told us to decide by 7pm if grandpa wanna go for the op.. He may go tn if undergo the op but if dun go for op, he may onli have 2wk to a mth left.. Tears already began to form... I was really very sad and lost... Initially we decided to take the risk and go for the op but when the doc came we found out tat even if the op is successful, he may onli have 3-6mths left~!!! WTF~!!!! not even a year~!!! Den wat for go for op and let him suffer even further~!!! After op cfm goto go ICU, put on drip and lotsa needles poking through... even if can recover within a mth still goto lie on bed... how much is left after all this?? Grandpa never wan to go hospital not to even say undergo operation.. Therefore we decide to respect his decision and leave things as it is... How much longer he can be wif us I really dunno..

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