Since grandpa is not going for the op last nite, after visiting hrs had ended i ask steven out for dinner.. Bern ask me if we r going to drink... Feeling very sad and sianz dun really wan to go hm so early therefore told him to meet for drinks later... Good Gal noe wat happen and ask me y no stay in hospital and wanna come down later.. Told her i very sad later den tell her wat happen.. Call vincent and italy and they said will be there later after they r free... After dinner steven and cynthia went down wif me... If not for wat happen they wun stay til so late wif me ba cos they dun drink and wanna slp early... Haiz me, bern , vincent and italy really drunk a lot... is madness man... i noe drinking doesn't help is just the company i have wif me... somehow makes me feel better... Last time whenever we had family dinner, Grandpa will always tell me fridge got beer go take...
Today Grandpa looks better and can tok already... When he saw me he shake his head say y waste transport money come c him... dunno how to tok to him also... decided to bring him hm since Grandma already keep asking how come he so long still not back... also doc like cannot do much already so quite no point to stay... when he noe can go hm already totally cannot wait to change... straight away wanna come out of bed.. Seeing him like this somehow makes me feel better a bit.. But he said something really make me very sad.. He said the faster he go the better it is... wun create so much trouble for us... Haiz really very sad whenever i think of him leaving us... Now is onli a matter of time... Hope tat he will be happy, enjoying and do the things he like for the remaining period.....
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